I'm JIAHUI .
LIBRA, thats my horoscope .
Currently STILL Sweet16, I INSIST !
turning 17 on 13OCT2010 .
2009 Chung Cheng High Main (CCHMS) Graduated Class .
Email: Jessica_Lee_Jia_Hui@msn.com.
~Pu Hui Kindergarten (1996-1998)
~Eunos Primary School (1999-2005)
~Chung Cheng High Secondary School (Main) (2006-2009)
~Temasek Junior College (2010-????)
Saturday, May 30, 2009
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watched "Young Victoria" today. very nice . but lose to "Dance, Subaru!" still . hah! its kind of sad . Prince Albert is so cool and shuai inside . faithful to Queen Victoria . so touching . touched by how much he loved her . and how much he's willing to sacrifice for her . but he died at a rather young age . 42 years old . very sad ... their love is so ... ... everlasting . even after Prince Albert pass away, their love still remains . so sweet and yet cant stay forever . this movie is really fantastic . i think it shld be a true story ... based on my intuition . went bugis with suying today . iluma was packed with people after our movie . kind of surprised . wonder if we were the jinx ... bugis street blacked out for a few minutes while we were shopping for clothes . laugh out loud !!
finally uploaded the photos of me, WeiTong and Amanda's friendship rings ...
my god ! my hand looked so FAT ! hate it .! but i love the rings ... aren't they sweet and loving ?? laugh out loud ! hearts hearts~
wild shopping today . real cool ! took some photos with ChuanYong since i came home quite early .
he's been staying in my house since last night and also the next few days due to some private reason . can see that he loved posing too . haha . more pattern than me ...
Friday, May 29, 2009
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i'm feeling so vexed these few days at home . no idea why too . just feel sad and angry at the same time . feel like shouting everytime tuangiap makes me angry or even talks to me . so super unhappy with him nowadays . the sight of his face makes me feel so ... ... boiled inside . dont even know how to describe the feeling . feel like punching him. kicking him. pinching him. to vent my frustration . though people may think those things he did are negligible . don even need to bother ... but i just simply ... ... cant let it rest . those stupid, irritating, idiotic things he did ... just make me feel so frustrated . dont even want to see his face . that idiotic face ... that self-centred. inconsiderate. and unhelpful guy . better dont come near me these few days . i will kick him all the way to north pole . and destroy his ass with my powerful kick . i will ...
Thursday, May 28, 2009
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just came back from AMK hub . watched "Dance, Subaru!" with Amanda and WeiTong . end school at 1.45pm . last period was cancelled as miss kaur's not here today . kinda rush as we have to go home and change first . poor amanda . more rush than us . end at 2.45pm ... meet them at 4.20pm. and I'M LATE AGAIN ... but better than last few times . i'm only late for ... ... 10 minutes ?? laugh out loud ! fear that the tickets will be sold out . so we booked our tickets online . hah !. first experience sia . although its more expensive, but i really feel that its worth it . "Dance, Subaru!" is an excellent movie . eh ... i will grade it 9.5 out of 10 . laugh out loud ! the o.5 is because ... ... JaeJoong only come out for around 5 seconds !!! but he's damn shuai inside . looked so cool while dancing and singing on the stage in the movie . with my favourite golden hair . haha . although there are many other nice movies released this year . but i think "Dance, Subaru!" is the best and nicest movie i've watched this year . its damn touching ... i love the story . long time nv see such a touching movie . always watch those comedies. horror films... dull~ i think the female lead's name is damn cool . Miyamoto Subaru ... nice name . love the pronounciation . acted by Meisa Kuroki (right side) . she's pretty . big eyes. sweet smile. cool characteristics... she dance really well too .
everyone must go watch this movie ya . even if you are not a dancer you will also fall in love with this movie eventually, trust me .
the posters for this movie are very well-done too . really attractive and appealing .
really enjoyed myself today . there's not many chances of us going out like this . laugh out loud ! especially when O-level is approaching . we bought a momento each . friendship rings . laugh out loud ! i love it . i think it looks really sweet and nice . it also symbolises our friendship . 2 hearts being connected together by the circumference of the ring . feels like it symbolising our friendship being strongly bonded together . haha .
finally . after one dreadful month . fulfilled my wish of watching "Dance, Subaru!" on its first day of release . amanda said i'm too agitated . laugh out loud ! but i must agree to the fact that i'm indeed feeling nervous before entering the movie theatre . no idea why . sounds crazy . haha . and i sort of cannot believe i'm in fact going to watch the movie today . perhaps its because i waited real long for this movie to come out . and i like DBSK is partly because of this movie . laugh out loud ! the soundtracks are fantastic . DBSK's "Bolero" especially ...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
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slacking day again . 2 periods of HCL . followed by PE . so enthusiastically and agitatedly talking about "Boys Over Flower" with Gillian and Amy during PE. realised that many parts are really hilarious . especially the Goo Joon Pyo (Lee Min Ho) ... haha . he's a really humorous character . brighten up our day ... love the parts whereby he giggles and mumbles about Geum Jan Di (Koo Hye Sun) liking him . laugh out loud ! after recess, physics and english ... mr gan not around today . so physics was a free period . how nice~ just enough for me to do my social studies corrections . as for english ... ... been asked to do prelim one analysis and going through of testimonial . but hack care ... continued with my corrections . she dont seem to bother about us either . sitting on the chair. daydreaming . haha ! what a "peaceful" day it is today ya . love it .!
good and bad news . good news: "Dance, Subaru!" will be showing tmr ! gonna watch it . YEAH ! bad news: "Dance, Subaru!" is only showing at Cathay ...! this means that we have to travel all the way to AMK hub . sadded . its really far . but i really hope to watch it on the first day of release . love the movie so much . hope it will not disappoint me . i'll be so very sad . and JaeJoong's in there . DBSK performing in the movie . real cool !. but i have a question ... ... why is it only Cathay showing this movie ?? channel U is showing the trailer . so i thought most probably all cinemas will have it . thought that it will not turn out to be the way i thought it will be before i saw the trailer on television . but it did . sianz .
i seriously do not like your style of sms'ing . unpredictable . texted me first this moment and dont reply me the next . made me really frustrated when in fact, i'm asking you questions . just like how u asked me in the previous msg . so ... cant blame me for not taking the initiative to text you next time . feel really annoyed everytime .
oh ya . Sara told me something which i think is really ridiculous yet funny . a salesgirl at minibits in tampines mall was actually offering her a "free gift" when she was there to buy a necklace . and that free gift was ... ... the salesgirl's own photo !! said it herself that she looked like "Liu Jia Ling" . oh my goodness . faint . cant believe there's someone this "humorous" . haha ! the irony is that ... ... she refused to give her after Sara bought the necklace . said that her photo worth more now . i was thinking ... apart from whether she really looked like LiuJiaLing . is LiuJiaLing the kind of artiste people of our age will go after ?? laugh out loud ! somemore . does her photo really worth that much ?? haha !
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
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oh my ! feel really sorry for JaeJoong . his life is full of setbacks . left home at the age of 14 . arrived at Seoul carrying nothing but his dream of becoming a singer . rented a room on his own and almost gotten chased out when he was unable to fork out the money to pay the rent of 15000won. he was only 16 that year . yet he had to be in charge of his own life then .
despite various obstacles obstructing his way, his perseverance and passion for singing made him hold on to his dream .
he is determined to fulfill his dream . becoming a singer ... without fulfilling his dream, JaeJoong told himself "i cannot go home" . he had no friends . no family around him at that time . to give him support and shower him with love . living alone in Seoul, he said he felt lonely . and he almost cried while saying it . tears already welled up inside his eyes, trying to escape from his eye sockets . but held back his tears for fear of becoming the worry of his team-mates . its so sad ... despite being hurt many times, he still carries a thankful heart and a positive attitude towards everything in life . he was once a complete tone-deaf . to realize his dream, JaeJoong continually works harder and harder .
harder than anyone else . he's such a sweet and heart-warming guy . being the oldest in the band, he always portrays a brotherly image and care for the other members . when micky was hospitalized, JaeJoong stayed for the night and left only when micky was fast asleep . this is really touching . i cried upon their confession towards JaeJoong . their sincerity and gratefulness towards JaeJoong and JaeJoong's commitment towards his DBSK members really touched my heart . he is the source of strength of his group members . when his members are down, JaeJoong will always give them his warm and soothing embrace . to calm down their moods and to provide them with a sense of security . he gives warm consolation to his younger members when they cry . he always gives his all when it comes to taking care of his fellow members . he is constantly sparing a thought for others . not wanting his group members to worry about him . and so he lied . lied about his serious leg injury . hold on to his pain and comforts his members . to not hinder his members, he performs the day after his surgery . supposedly to be resting for 3 months, but he presents himself at all performances and events in a wheelchair holding his legs . despite the fact that his legs were not fully healed, he insisted to dance in the performance . he did all these was only for the sake of being able to appear on stage with all the other members . as a complete whole DongBangShinKi . he refused to let the audience see him cry even though tears are about to overflow . he is one who ... ... his name ... his younger brothers yell out on stage uncontrollably . having bad experiences previously ... he is constantly worrying about his popularity . afraid of being cast aside again . his only wish is just as simple as "hoping the five of them can stay as DBSK and work hard together til the end" ... its just as simple as that . a big and tough guy like him . with his dedication towards achieving his dream . although he is close to perfection ... but he continues to seek improvements in himself . trying his best to become better each year . and thats one of the reason why i like him . laugh out loud !.
seriously . i think JaeJoong has achieved success . his perseverance and efforts paid off well . he succeeded in becoming a singer . a well-known international singer . with a well-collaborated band who supports him and love him whole-heartedly. treating him as one of their family . in fact . DBSK is like a family itself . the five of them . with their ultimate teamwork and exceptionally great passion for singing . despite being extremely famous across Asia at a young age of 21-23, the five youngsters portray themselves as being humble and yet dignified . posing a potential threat to other boy bands . DBSK has become one of Asia's most influential pop groups . and is one of the top groups of the Korean Wave . i believe they can continue to shine like the sun for the next many years . laugh out loud !.
i will support JaeJoong !!! Kim JaeJoong aka Hero JaeJoong ...! and of course DongBangShinKi !! YEAH !..
lessons resumed today . cant quite get used to it for the time being . almost dozed off in class during most of the lessons . worst being chemistry . tried VERY HARD to keep my eyes open . oh ya . mrs kee's b'dae coming soon . our class gave her a KingKong doll as b'dae present . it reflects her husband's and her surname ... mrs kee-kong . laugh out loud ! the KingKong is humongous !. its damn funny when mrs kee receives her present . think it will become very memorable after we graduate at the end of the year .
really do not wish to graduate ya . everyone will be separated . thats really sad . although chung cheng is not that great, but it contain too much of our memories . moreover, chung cheng is the place i got to know my friends . my best friends ... who gave me support and care when i need them . it is a meaningful place to me . packed with all the memories of my four growing years in chung cheng . it witnessed my change . challenges and setbacks encountered in chung cheng made me grow to what i am now . a more matured and sensible JiaHui ...
Monday, May 25, 2009
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today's weather is like ... ... indescribably HOT ! flag-raising in the morning was an extreme killer . felt as if i was placed in a burning furnace . perspiring profusely . felt slightly better when amelia stand behind me . but i'm still perspiring ...! mr gan so kind and nice ya . stand behind me . shelter me from the scorching sun . in fact . he's perspiring more than all of us do . haha . although i'm still perspiring like hell, but still feel so touched that a form teacher is willing to do this kinda stuff for his student . not all teachers are willing to do such things . even for their own form class . although mr gan teach physics at an amazingly fast pace, but he's a nice nice form teacher ya . he treat his students damn nice i can say . humorous. care and concern for his students. very generous. understanding. happy-go-lucky. lenient towards us. treat us damn good ... but our class's physics prelim one results seemed to disappoint him. he expects no failures . and yet there are . he hope to 'thrash' (he used the word "thrash") BN in physics . but we didn't . feel so sorry towards him . i didn't achieve an A in physics too . sadded . tot i studied quite hard le . but there's improvement . i guess . seriously, think i will have to work harder now . in case i regret it in the future . who can i blame then ?? hah !.
today's school was TOTALLY SLACKING ! checking of marks . good teachers checklist . thumbprint attendance registration . tats all i've done today in school . spent most of my time stucked to my chair and chit-chatting . but i have to admit ... i like today !! laugh out loud ! released at 12.05pm . reached home at an early time of 1pm . what a wonderful day it is . but i have to complete my testimonial today . haix . no idea what to write . brain dead . such an important document must not be written hastily ya . what if it affects my future life ?? hate to do such stuffs ...
Saturday, May 23, 2009
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OH MY GOODNESS ! "Boys Over Flower" is simply ... ... simply ... ... awesome . its damn cool . Yoon Ji Hoo (Kim Hyun Joong) so super shuai !. he's a hunk . a prince-kind-of hunk . his faithfulness . his talents . his golden brown hair . his deep love for Min Seo Hyun (Han Chae Young) . all of these are so ... ... dashing . laugh out loud !. So Yi Jung (Kim Sang Bum) so cute too ! hah!. he's got a sweet smile . he's considered a cute and sweet-kind-of hunk . today's episode was so super funny . cant stop laughing throughout the drama . next week's will be even nicer . haha .
"Dance, Subaru!" will be out on 28May ... which is next Thursday . Yeah ! been waiting for it for a long long time ~ DBSK will be acting a small part in it . performing the song "Bolero" . although they have no lines . but its good enough . oh !! JaeJoong !! i sound crazy ... haha . but no matter what . i will try my best to watch it on the first day . YEAH !
do girls tend to be more emotional ?? girls can get emo all of a sudden . fully occupied themselves with every emo stuffs they can think of . feel sad . bitter . pitiful ... listen to doleful songs . soundtracks with melancholy melody ... their world become so lonely suddenly . wanted to do nothing but engrossed in their own stuffs . until they finally think straight and clear . and started to cheer up again . i guess thats the fragile part of girls . every girls . this is the part they don't usually portray before strangers . or in fact . they try not to . our mindsets are more complex than what most people think . eh . maybe not all girls . some perhaps . laugh out loud !. i'm being emotional all of a sudden now ...
hoho . cheered . there are many things to think about recently . hope they can just disappeared after tonight . haha . is it possible ??
oh ! GREAT ! finally done with my blog . my favourite blog skin . messed with it for a few days i guess . and finally I DID IT ! tired . touched . think perseverance did most of the work . and thankfully i persist and believe .
e.geog paper yesterday was ... ... fine . passed my combined humanities . think there's improvement too . but still hope to achieve a higher mark for it . shall work harder and more differently for prelim two . hope that it works . holiday homework was ... ... as high as mountains, i can say . even if its not that exaggerated now, it will be after extension week . drudgery !
i seriously hate people who break their promises over and over again . hate it ! since you cant fulfill it, then dont make the promise . dont overestimate yourself . first time . second time . i can still bring myself to forgive . third and subsequent time ... i simply cant let it rest . moreover, finding those lame excuses and being two-headed in the matter will only deepen my anger and hatred . you always expect returns without even wanting to put in any efforts . thats impossible in this world . totally impossible ! how much you put in always decide how much you should gain . there's no such thing as gain first before you decide whether how much to put in . or worst . break your promise after gaining the thing you want . ask yourself . put yourself in other people's shoes . will you benefit someone before he/she do whatever he/she agrees to do ?? really hope that you will realise your own mistakes and try to correct it . its for your own good . think about it yourself ...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
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still have no idea how to make my posts show out on my blog . tedious ya . hope that i can find a solution to it soon . really do not wish to change this blogskin . love it real loads . *JaeJoong, give me power !* laugh out loud!
four days of debriefs were over now . last paper tomorrow . elective geography . hope i can get at least a 'B' for combined humanities . results quite disappointing for some subjects . but there are surprises as well . my e.math, a.math, social studies and perhaps, physics . i guess thats all the surprises i had for the past few days and today ... the results for these subjects kind of shocked me . thought will just cross the passing line or fail horribly . but it just turn out to be surprises . glad . didn't really finish studying for most of the subjects . that explain my fears before receiving the papers . lack of confidence in all papers . may god bless my e.geog paper ya !.
made some badges of DBSK today . laugh out loud ! real cool . thanks loads, Adeline !. YuLe oso made some . and i just realised that JunSu (Xiah) is CUTE . haha . his twin brother doesn't resemble him even a tiny bit . Xiah is cuter and looks better . hah !. but still, JaeJoong is the best ! i shall not change again . shall be more faithful now . to HIM . haha .
irritated . sometimes . has no limit in whatever he/she do . real annoyed at times . he/she just simply cant see whats written all over my face . i think its pretty obvious . my frustration . anger . unhappiness ... all meshed into one uncontrollable rage which just exploded in front of him/her . with eyes tak-ked with stamps, he/she just cant see it . think the stamps are at least 1-metre thick . had enough sometimes . really do not wish to blast my temper on friends ... but if he/she continue to put his/her toe out of line, i guess i have no other option .
no idea what contributes to my tiredness . feel so tired everyday even though i slept longer than e days during exams period . weird . guess i ton-ned too much during prelim One . my face turned into an extreme disaster . pimple outbreak ! dark circles deepened ! oh my god . think masks and sleeps will be my best cure for these problems . i hope so ... good night !. :D
Sunday, May 17, 2009
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its almost 3 in the morning . and yet i'm still wide awake . whats wrong wif me ?? think my heart cant settle down tonight ba .
oh ! and some idiotic guy hacked my previous blog account, i guess . tats y this 'better' blog appeared . hah!. shld i thank him fer hacking my account instead ?? laugh out loud ! 1st post fer my new blog . this blogskin is very complex to mess wif, i can say . really complicated . but i love it . love at 1st sight with this skin ya .
hmm . prelim one finally over ! disasters !. cant imagine how will i react upon receiving my papers . tat disastrous day is TOMORROW .
been on holiday mood since thursday after biology paper, last paper . these few days were lined with programmes . reason: do not want to do e things i want after e disastrous week of debriefs . mood will be greatly affected ya . Thursday: went illuma with amanda after biology paper. new shopping mall . its kinda special . esp e entrance to their toilets . its cool !. love it . watched "RAMEN GIRL" in the new cinema too . spacious . can compete with GV vivocity . illuma was quite empty tat day . not all shops were open . in fact, only a few finger-countable shops were opened fer business . tat day seems not our day . 1st: we exceed the bus-stop we supposed to alight . had to u-turn back . 2nd: entered e wrong hall and thought y e movie started without us . *i even scolded them in front of one of the person-in-charge of tat hall* oh my ! 3rd: one ah-ma forced me to buy her tissues at 2bucks when i do not have much money left to spend . thought normally is priced at $1 ?? but seriously ... "RAMEN GIRL" is nice ~ =D Friday: went vivocity and tampines . watched "SEVENTEEN AGAIN" . FINALLY ! been wanting to watch since ... ... before prelim one . met rachel and jamie at tampines . wonder is it suay or destiny . hah!. coz i'm wearing heels and its really paisae to let them see me wearing e way i am on friday . they seems very much surprised . Zac Efron is a hunk seriously . laugh out loud !. he's so shuai in the movie !! and cute . loving . SWEET !. love his hair and eyes . simply close to perfection . Saturday: okay . considered today ya . hmm . heelly spree again . feet cramping like hell . in pain ! and met rachel AGAIN . is it fate ?? oh my . its too much of a coincidence . purely shopping and eating today . went orchard . far-east plaza as main destination . increasing disappointment in far-east sia . phew . walk until i thought i can just die on the road . hah !. saw a guy tat feels lik Danson Tang on the MRT . he's got hair tat resemble my JaeJoong ya . deep impression . he's just standing directly opposite me near the door . he looks quite shuai . of course partly is coz of my JaeJoong hairstyle lahx. laugh out loud !. and joyce said another guy resembles Edison Chen ... which i think ... ... eh . okay lahx. a bit of mixed blood type . i still prefer my JaeJoong type . haha . hmm . today go home at an early time . our legs cnnt take it anymore . gonna be paralysed soon if we dont go home . but feels weird going home so early . reluctant actually . do not wish to face ... those problems . pain in the neck . really affect my mood, my everything . how i wish i can dig a hole in the ground and jump in . never come up again . one reason of me going out again today was partly coz of these problems . its like a cycle . repeating again and again . its getting on my nerves . to them . my heart is invisible . negligible . whatever i feel are unimportant . thrash . they thought only themselves can feel sadness . anger . frustration . maligns . unfairness . while i can feel nothing . never know what i'm keeping inside myself . never even try to know . really disappointed . as much as they are . or perhaps more . they do not know. they never will . they can cry out loud whenever they want . people will go streaming in to console them . me ?? weep alone rather than cry out loud . forget it . this world is never fair ...
