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Sunday, June 28, 2009
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its 3plus in the morning of my last day of holiday .

i was still hoping that the extended holiday will come back again ...
i'm still harping on this matter .
although i know its impossible .
but every students! dont u wish to have one more week of holiday ??
lets pray hard !

just finished finding informations on "Sports / Health & Fitness" for english .
sent WeiTong .
what a stupid project that is ??
wasted my precious time .
haix. been working on my chinese compo today .
my mind totally went blank .
no idea what to write .
full of craps .
guess my marks will also be craps .
my homework are always looking at me .
argh! scary!
they keep on following me around .
throughout this holiday .
oh dear !
my donation card dont even have a cent of donation !
CCHMS is so freakingly ... ... ... cunning and inconsiderate!
always ask for donations .
cheat us of our money .
daylight robbery !!!

just had an argument with korkor .
haix. dont care anymore .
i'm no longer afraid of him yeah .
in fact, i never was .
wahaha !
i think i must go learn shaolin wushu or carry a gun wherever i go .
korkor learn muay thai .
tuangiap learn wushu .
i cannot win them unless they argue with me .
haix. women's misery .
guys will never understand ...
but! we mus uphold justice for girls yeah .
thats for sure ...
laugh out loud !

okay. gotta go slp if not my eyes will swell until my left eye's double eyelid go missing .
good night !!
cheers !!

Labels: no more counting down. its tomorrow .

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3:11 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009
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today passed so fast .
i thought i was still in bed, with my alarm clock ringing like mad cow just a few minutes ago .
and now i cant even find the sun in the sky .
completed nothing today ...
tats what i can say .
getting nervous and sadded as i listen to the ticking sound of the clock .
my holiday is ending !!!
oh my, cant believe it .
this holiday is so damn wasted and so freakingly short !
once school reopen, it means 'The End" .
kind of scary ya .

got a haircut today .
laugh out loud !
bangs ...
altho i've cut bangs a few times, i still cant help feeling so weird .
i lost quite a great length of hair behind ya .
AiSh !
my ponytail suddenly shrink so much .
but i dont think my head feels any lighter ...
it makes no difference whether my hair is long or short yeah .
haha .
but anw, kind of mad at the hairdresser for ruining my hair .
laugh out loud !!
felt a lot calmer after a few hours .
phew ~~
she should be glad that i'm such a forgiving person . haha!
i know u know she know i am .
wahaha .
crap! i have no idea what i'm talking about ...

i'm trying to enjoy as much as i can and finish as much homework as possible within these few days .
sounds impossible yeah .
haix. thats life .
thats what life should be for everyone .
so, lets enjoy every seconds of our lives !
huai-ting !
Labels: counting down. 3 days left.

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9:06 PM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009
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woke up rather early today .
and so i'm again... packing my room .
laugh out loud !
people may be thinking that "Why do you need so many days just to pack your room ??"
as you know, i'm not really a quick person .
kind of clumsy sometimes .
so... ... i'll need more time to carefully tidy up all my things .
be sure that nothing is left out .
haha .
oh yeah .
finally !
i received my clothes !
last night .
laugh out loud !!
waited for a long long time yeah .
and it FINALLY reached my hands .

there are many things waiting for me to complete today ya .
so i'll be very very busy .
HOMEWORK AND STUFFS, HERE I COME !!!
TODAY, YOU ALL SHALL DIE !
Labels: counting down . 4 days left .

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11:48 AM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009
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my room is getting tidier and tidier .
all thanks to JIAHUI !
*oh?! thats me !*
laugh out loud !!
trying to tidy up my room according to my style ...
thats a lot of work yeah ?
but i'm feeling so satisfied with it .
sense of satisfaction, i can say .
anyway, school's reopening soon .
thought we will have the extended holiday .
watched the 10pm channel 8 news yesterday .
the minister said "there's no need for that" ...
chey !
I NEED THAT !
homework not done .
no revision at all .
my stuffs not done .
EVERYTHING incomplete .
why ask for public voting when they already made the decision ??
IDIOT !
gave us hope and dash it a few days later .
AH !
now i'm so unprepared for school in semester 2 .
once school reopens ...
it means: O-Level !
damn it .
i'm so not prepared for it ya .
not even an idea of which high school i'm gonna work towards to .
AISH !

went Kbox yesterday with Amanda .
kallang leisure park ...
sang from around 3 to 7 in the evening .
my second time going there .
after comparing the cost and time, i realised that i've been cheated by ben during my first time .
my second visit there seems much cheaper ...
and now i've become smarter .
laugh out loud !
applied for a membership card together with amanda yeah .
shared the cost .
10bucks which can last us forever .
cool !
it really does make a difference with and without a membership card .
asked JunLin for directions how to go there .
i felt like a "sua-gu" when i'm asking him ya .
haha .
but at least ...
now i know how to go there .
wahaha !
people who dunno how to go can feel free to ask me .!
laugh out loud !!
seriously, that place looks so deserted at night .
no matter what, we had loads of fun yesterday .
i've always thought two people going Kbox was no fun .
but yesterday proved me wrong .
2 microphones for 2 people is just nice .
though more people can be fun too ...
korkor told me that Kbox dont have songs of other languages (e.g. Korean & Japanese)
that liar !
once i learnt korean and Japanese language, i can sing them too .
laugh out loud !
that may have to wait for a few years ya .
but i'll do my best !
we spent quite some time warming up yeah .
tried out a few songs and realised that JJ's songs best suit the both of us !
we had so much fun singing duet .
sang at least twice for each duet song .
switching roles .
laugh out loud !
we kept on laughing ...
coz its really hilarious .
especially JJ's MV in the past .
WAHAHA !
laugh until my voice kept on shaking .
and its really cold in the room .
we cant even move as it will only make us feel colder .
hah !.
oh ya .
almost forgotten .
all the walking on rough surfaces along the road spoilt my shoes .
i only wore it for less than 5 times (i guess) .
i love the shoes .
think i gonna go repair it instead of throwing it away ya .
wonder is it because of the incident that happened in the morning ... ...
i stepped onto shit the moment i stepped out of my room .
to be more specific ...
should be less than 5 minutes after i first opened my eyes on 22nd June .
oh my goodness !
papa said i will be very lucky for the rest of my day .
and crapped something like the shoes shielded me from some whatsoever accident i may encounter .
just because i stepped onto SHIT this morning .
he said if my shoes never spoil, then i may fall down on the road and break my bones.
Ahem ... ...
can i believe this ??
my formidable six sense told me yesterday: "I cannot ."
Wahaha .

although yesterday was half happy and half sad, i still enjoyed the day .
laugh out loud !
Labels: its ending soon . oh gosh.

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6:10 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009
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kind of shocked when WeiTong texted me about H1N1 cases in our school .
3 students from sec 2 if i'm not wrong .
Chung Cheng becomes kinda dangerous now .
june holiday may extend one week .
although i hope we'll have the extended holiday ...
but its really quite scary at how it had even affected people who never went abroad .
hope that in this battle with H1N1, we humans can win ya !
Kambatei !!

oh ! its Fathers' Day today .
i never prepare any gifts or anything for my father .
feel so guilty ...
although he seems not to care, but i know he felt something .
i think he felt sad that all us kids didn't give him anything .
not even wishing him a "Happy Fathers' Day" .
though he said nothing .
i promise to make it up to him on his birthday .
which falls on the same day as Miss Mong's birthday .
laugh out loud !.
hope i'm not too late to say this

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, PAPA !
I LOVE YOU !

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY TOO, MAMA !
I LOVE YOU !

haha .
papa's smoking habit never change . ARGH !
my salivary gland is drying up soon while discouraging him to smoke .
but nowadays i realised that ... ...
he looked old .
he's been working hard for us .
he looked pathetic too .
no idea why i feel that way .
just in an instant, this feeling entered my heart .
i'm beginning to experience fears ...
Labels: fear crept into my life all of a sudden .

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11:56 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009
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I HATE HIM !!!

he made my life horrible .
he make me feel horrible almost everyday .
he's the last person i will ever want to see on Earth .
he's the last person i will ever go out with again .
he's the first person i felt like slapping every single day .
he always make my blood boils .
in other words ... ...
he sucks to the core !
Labels: him. him. him.

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8:22 PM

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watched the first and second episode of "绝对男友" last night .
japanese drama .
oh my ...
i totally love it !!
its really cool and funny .
the male lead; robot (天城奈特) is so cute and shuai .
laugh out loud !!
the female lead (井泽梨衣子) also very cute. hah !.
really hope she will end up with 奈特.
perfect couple ya .
haha .
although he's a robot, but i think he truly loves her in the end .
its damn cool ...
he's very sweet and caring too .
the way he stands up for her and worries about her .
but her friend sucks .
evil and cunning .
i think there's something wrong with her mind .
pervertic mindset, i can say .
the guy 梨衣子 first fall for is soOoo *OH MY GOODNESS* ...
his face looks like ... dried biscuit covered with billions of worms (the kindest description i can think of) .
those kind of dried biscuit that had piak* on the floor and stepped over by billions of people .
it looks like its decaying .
oh dear .
the two male leads are way way way better than him .
the director/scriptwriter is so super bad .
ask a dried biscuit to take up this role .
cant imagine why they ask him to act as the one who the female lead first fall for in the drama .
guess he's feeling very horrible .
having to take up this role that do not go well with his looks .
somemore he must stand beside the two male leads (天城奈特 and 浅元创志) .
this must have caused him to feel inferior and sad ya .
oh !! let me repeat one more time ...
天城奈特 (acted by 速水重道) is so super shuai and sweet !!
he looked very dark too .
that totally make his teeth and eyes looked so super white ya .
laugh out loud !
the two male leads are tall too. VERY TALL .!
奈特's legs look like two lamp posts .
long and straight . haha.
okay. picture speaks a thousand words ...

see !
isn't 奈特 shuai and sweet ??

this drama made me more determined to learn japanese language .
Gambatei, JiaHui !!
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6:48 PM

Thursday, June 18, 2009
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i just love some peaceful moments like what i'm having now .
listening to korean and japanese songs .
with lyrics i dont understand ...
blogging about my feelings. my thoughts .
doing whatever i like .
no worries about anything thats happening in this world .
and now my world only revolves around myself .

alright. back from fantasy .
my homework are not done yet !
i'm way behind my schedule ...
oh dear. gotta hasten my footsteps .
one more week left .
things i've wanted to do in the holidays are not done yet .
eh. in fact...
i've no idea what i wanted to complete .
laugh out loud !
oh yeah. weitong texted me just now telling me that theres a recollection of the Mcdonald glasses this week.
hah!.
i've always wanted the pink one .
THANKS, WEITONG !
she still remember i likes the pink Mac glass.
so nice of her ya ...

i really hate liars .
or people who say one thing and do the other .
have the courage to admit it if you want to do it .
do certain things just to gain attention ???
lie to some people just so that you can be the focus of attention ???
oh my. save it ...
that just disgust me .
thats just what we called "Pathetic", alright ??
fine, maybe thats not your whole intention .
but it got to be related to it somehow .
my words to you : just stop all these lies and irritating actions .!
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2:09 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009
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"DRAG ME TO HELL" ...
watched it with some primary school friends on friday .
rachel, hansoon and junlin .
went all the way to Bishan GV .
hansoon ponned school on that day . *Aish~*
eh. our last primary school outing was like... ... last year ??
few months or even a year back .
dont remember ...
the starting of the movie was... ... thrilling ??
laugh out loud !
hooked on to rachel's arm after watching the starting ya .
practically squeezing it when i'm scared . hah!.
think thats a very good way to get some sense of security . hehe.
thot someone will sit beside me .
i dont mind even if he/she was a stranger .
but... the person originally sitting beside me changed her seat .
damn it !
so i had to lean right side ... where rachel was sitting .
haha .
the movie was not exactly horrifying .
its just that the old woman (mrs ganush) will appear suddenly with her whole face piak* on the screen .
not really sure whether i got scream anot ...
but rachel sure didn't .
brave ya she... laughing throughout the movie .
laugh out loud !
but junlin and hansoon sure got .
and its damn loud, their screams .
meet up with ben after that .
at parkway for dinner .
had a chat. had fun. had a drink.
junlin saw korkor walking past us .
and we followed .
and yea, he's with his friends .
haha .
its so weird and paisae as we walked past them at the bus-stop twice .
the outing was great nevertheless .
had fun ... haha.

went rachel's house to stay overnight after the outing .
packed my stuffs and dad sent me there .
we watched DBSK's Banjun Drama videos from my psp on bed .
the videos are super funny . hah!.
and i realised... watching videos in darkness make my eyes hurt .
but it doesn't apply to watching movies. weird.
her air-con is so super cold at 25 degrees .
keep sneezing. the both of us .
had breakfast at Mcdonald this morning .
woke up at 7.30am .
we're never on schedule before .
whatever schedule we've planned ...
the worst thing .
my phone broke down .
shitt !
and now i have to change to a temporary phone .
troublesome .

oh yea ...
i finally bought the earpiece i've always wanted on friday.
pink. at parkway's *Gramophone* .
never regret buying it although its damn expensive .
okay. my learning of korean is progressing now .
*hui-ting!*
laugh out loud !
think yesterday didn't sleep well .
today my eyelids felt so heavy .
i feel so sick today too .
alright. nights !
long day tomorrow~
Labels: its progressing well...

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11:40 PM

Tuesday, June 9, 2009
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oh great !
finally... finally...
i finally succeeded in getting those videos inside the psp .
oh yes man !
laugh out loud !
i'm so super happy now .
korkor keep wanting me to explore on my own ...
heartless cad . haha.
but i finally succeeded without his help ya .
the credit should be given to Amelia and Amanda ...
haha .
the 2 As ...
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP YA !
my next goal should be to buy an earpiece .
my previous one being damaged by korkor .
he always flare up when i talk about this matter .
think he's a bit crazy ...
gets crazier as he become older .
wonder what will he become 10 years later .

haix. cant believe i only completed such a tiny bit of my homework today .
such a long day and yet ...
i've only done this much .
kind of wasted today ya .
*JIAHUI, YOU MUST COMPLETE YOUR HOMEWORK BY THIS WEEK, THIS IS AN ORDER!*
and... i really dislike organising things .
events. outings. sianz sia ...
unless organising with another someone, if not i'll never organise such things again by myself .
troublesome .
oh! my another goal this year is to start learning at least korean or Japanese language by this year .
waited kind of long for this ya .

*oh! i jus realised i forgot to publish this post when today is already 14june. haha .*
stupid me . heh!

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10:32 PM

Monday, June 8, 2009
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oh my. feel so sorry not going for the outing Aishah organised .
but i can explain ...
there are reasons for me not going .
at least 2 reasons i guess .
but still cant help feeling so guilty .
I'M SORRY, AISHAH .
maybe is because she didn't reply my sms after i texted her i not going .
thats why i'm feeling horrible now .
horribly guilty .
she said she wanted to go out with me and yet now ...
i said i'm not going .
i'll try to make it up to her ya .
hope i can fulfill my promise . haha.

boring day today .
and a humid and hot day too .
my homework still piled up high on my table .
in fact. all my books and worksheets can be found lying on my table .
told myself must find a time to pack them .
but as the days pass, they are still there .
laugh out loud !
okay. promised myself i must finish my homework by the end of this week .
oh ya. think i going rachel's house to stay overnight on friday .
can do homework at the same time .
and she bought "Twilight" disc. with the never seen before footage .
we'll be watching it on friday night i guess .
cant believe she can still rmb i owe her one night in her house until now .
haha .
Labels: great, holidays...

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1:42 PM

Sunday, June 7, 2009
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HAPPY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY, MUM AND DAD !

although the actual thing is tmr, i shall wish them today .
going downtown's Sakura for celebration .
dad's idea .
and we kids can only oblige .
as today is their day . haha .

traded my ipod with korkor for his psp .
for the time being .
disadvantages of a psp is that ...
1. its too big, thus inconvenient .
2. cant put videos in . have to convert, thus troublesome .
but i can put loads of photos that i want . thats the better part .
and it got more memory than my ipod ...
can put more songs too .
and now. i'll have to go buy an earpiece .
better ones are expensive .
but i dont want to buy things that i dont like ya .
so let me save more money first ...

nowadays crazily addicted to korean and japanese songs .
i think they are more emotional than chinese and english songs .
the melody. the feel. and everything .
just let me feel so sad .
sorrowful .
though i dont understand what the content is, but the songs just attract me .
especially doleful ones .
mostly from "Boys Over Flower", Dong Bang Shin Ki, "Dance, Subaru!" and SS501 .
at least for now they are .
laugh out loud !.
but seriously they have really nice songs .
great songs that capture your attention . hah!.

my 20bucks is flying away today ~
haha !
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3:42 PM

Saturday, June 6, 2009
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its been quite a while since i last blog ya .
lazy to blog .
tired of writing everything that happened .
laugh out loud .
but i will still do it sometimes ... hehe.

hmm... went bugis and plaza sing today .
with rachel .
watched "Hannah Montana the movie" at iluma .
the movie's pretty nice .
super funny .
although only a few people watching the movie, but the whole threatre is filled with laughter .
at least for a few times . hah !.
its really cool being famous at such a young age .
but its also means that your freedom is deprived the minute you decided to be a superstar .
the songs are great too .
Miley and her dad have nice voices ...

today was kind of unlucky .
met a few idiotic and "guai lan" people .
several of them are the shop owners .
especially the one working in the zinc shop along bugis street .
RUDE !
feel like kicking and shouting at him while we are walking out of the shop .
his attitude and everything made us walk out of the shop without looking carefully at the bags .
what kind of attitude is that ??
we dont give a damn for your bags .
worst. how will we know what bags we want to buy when we just step into the shop ??
crazily asking "what bag do you all want??" throughout .
more than 5 times i guess .
INSANE !
keep asking him to wait while we look around ...
dunno whether is he deaf or simply having low IQ .
asked numerous times again jus a few seconds after i told him to wait .
and... i just curiously pointed my finger to a bag and ask whether rachel fancies it .
and he immediately take down and ask us to try .
CRAZY !!!
dont let me see him again sia .

oh ya ya. my very first time wearing a skinnies and sneakers out ya .
at least its the first time within these few years if i'm not wrong .
its a fresh experience .
real cool .
guess i can try it more often after i bought more of those . hah!.
that tuangiap said my legs looked short with skinnies .
too much !
his legs are not much longer than mine .
laugh out loud !
had our dinner at eunos as well .
my stomach so bloated with stuffs .
felt like bursting ...
spent so much money on food and other stuffs today .
heartache ...!

today's "Boys Over Flower" is so super nice .
its so dashing and cool .
love it .
think its becoming more and more interesting .
rushed home just for this show ya .
this shows how nice "Boys Over Flower" is .
laugh out loud !
but JaeJoong will always stand in the first place . haha.

tomorrow's mum and dad's 19th wedding anniversary celebration .
gotta give it a good plan .
hope it wont disappoint me .
since its a celebration, it shouldn't be something that simple ...
haha .
think it'll be fun tomorrow .
alright. good night !

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11:35 PM