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Thursday, December 31, 2009
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last day of the year 2009 ...
hope everything goes well for me in year 2010 .
many things have been happening in this year .
"kind of sick of life" ...
this thot has been occurring in my head a few times this year .
hope it will not appear again next year .

sometimes, some thots, some feelings and some words are not being able to express fully .
suppressing inside, it feels terrible .
speechless and lost my direction ...
some ppl i've met, some experience i had, mixture of feelings i've gone through this year...
fruitful year i can say .
but at the same time, tired .

okays .
hope at night i will have some photos to post, to leave a better memory for this year .
*which i think is very unlikely*
byes !!

Labels: some feelings are hard to express .

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5:00 PM

Wednesday, December 30, 2009
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lazy to blog recently ...
but SuYing and Amanda were saying my blog has been 'dead' for a long time so decided to revive it abit .
laugh out loud !!
see, i did it for you all's sake ya !! hahas.

hmm ...
no idea where to start from .
quite a lot of things happened throughout these few weeks .
separation, sadness, hardship, anger, bua song-ness ... everything!!
tasted everything in one go .
cool isn't it ??
i've become even tougher and mature than before .
eh... at least a bit more than before, i believe .
finally opened my windows for someone after what seems like 1yr plus ...
but tats a very very wrong decision to make, i think .
somehow regretted tat decision .
laugh out loud !!
great times always pass very fast .
and somehow the memories doesn't always stay for long .
sad thing is ... my nails chipped one by one during this period of time .
this forced me to cut all of them .
my heart bled as i cut all the nails tat hav been by my side, 'supporting' me for 1 month plus .
missing the great times seriously ...
first time is always hard to forget .
haix . human relationships are hard to manage .
separation is a very common process that will take place every now and then .
i believe even gods have got no control over it .

went for SuYing's BBQ today .
tot tat we'll be late for the BBQ preparation so decided to set off earlier .
but who knows ?? me and amanda reached there at 11plus am, around half an hr earlier than the expected time .
waited for Xueyi at the LRT station as with more ppl, we wont be afraid we'll get lost (amanda's and my sense of direction have not been very good sia)
the LRT feels like a cable car . cool!
laugh out loud !!
don say me sua gu i tell you !!
its cool !!
me, amanda and xueyi were like squeezing into 2 seats, FORCEFULLY !
hahas!!

hmm ... heard from xueyi one of suying's friend ask suying not to come and fetch us ...
idiot !!
me and amanda guess is the guy wearing bright yellow shirt (Jeremy) .
are we right, SuYing ??
laugh out loud !!
walked around supermarket and bought 3 bottles of drinks, thinking tat there is a free cute bag with purchase of 3 bottles .
kinda paisae for that sia, coz of something (shall not reveal here coz it will make us even more paisae) .
finally, with our determination, faith and intelligence, we've found SuYing's house !!
opened the door just to see 5ppl sitting down there, playing mahjong .
feels kinda out of place, we three .
played monopoly deal to ease our boredom .
and i realised its so fun !!! hahas.
had lots of laughs and fun !!
my mouth was like aching and my eyes were closing from all those energy spent on laughing .
i played a round of mahjong with XueYi, SuYing, Venice and GuangYi (is it spelled this way??) and i was practically kana cheated of my money .
laugh out loud !!
they got 眼睛，贡... 肛... or something .
mong cha cha !!
kana cheated of a few 一毛 (better not translate into other *yi mao*) . hahas!
the thing is, i don even know why i pay the money for .
why are you so complicated, mahjong ??
monopoly deal is even better than you wor !!
tat jeremy still shake his head and say my set very lan to clarence low when he was trying to teach him or something.
still say i 输定了 ...
beginner got such progress when she/he is playing on her/his own is already consider very good le (i believe its this way!)

eat and play and watch a tiny bit of TV .
went down to start BBQ at bout 5.30pm .
went up and down SuYing's house to get things as we cnnt rmb all the things we need to take .
tiring ya ...
SuYing's house is located at a very high altitude .
i think i ate too much le, now a bit sore throat sia. hahas!
oh gosh !!
its all very fun until something suddenly happened which ruin the entire atmosphere and wonderful feeling .
bao qing tian suddenly arrived and give us this shitty face .
very bua song sia .
even amanda think there's ridiculously, some sort of proudness in tat face .
it was such a crazy and fun day excluding some spoilers .

until now i still don really understand why they all must hide behind the bush and play cards .
actually playing cards can engage everyone that are present there .
why didn't they do so ??
why ?? why ?? why ??
haix, nvm ...
it was fun when all of us play cards inside SuYing's room, with the air-conditioner ON .
loads of fun and laughters .!
my pathetic cards always got flipped up by "lao lei" !! hahas.
pathetic me, my cards always "bomb!" .

overall, the food are nice !!
thanks auntie for making all those delicious food !
eat until my stomach gonna burst .
but its kinda 不好意思 to let SuYing's parents pay for everything there ya .
somemore we didn't stay to help pack as we are afraid we cant get onto the last bus or something .
luckily we reached eunos at bout 11plus pm, close to 12mn .
bang into ZhengPing in 7eleven .
i think he accidentally cut his tongue or something, WaHaHa !
he seems to become mute !!
lazy to explain everything which leads to me thinking tat he is a mute .

woah. long post .
shall end here .
2009 is ending soon .
wonder how will my last day of 2009 be like ...
bye, 2009 !!
i'll miss you !!
Labels: what the hell .

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11:52 PM

Tuesday, December 8, 2009
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the first free day after completing my surveyor job ...
feels... ...great!!
hmm ...
if you have anything to ask me about my supervisor, please don't ...
coz i'm afraid i'll go on and on talking about her "GOODNESS" for 3days3nights ...
or worst, more than that .
she has a "wonderful" name, see if you can guess correctly ...
here are 3 options:
(a) April
(b) MAY
(c) June
all i can say is ...
you are a complete idiot and ass-hole !!
you are the only one who forced something really unappealing to the ears out of my mouth so far in my 16 living years.
i can tolerate you during my first few working days ...
until the last two days, the volcano inside me just erupt ...
please change your attitude and go improve your english, thats my suggestions to you .

okay. now for some good things i've encountered during my surveyor job .
met many good people although there's one single "lao shu shi" that almost ruined the whole pot of soup .
Li Fang-jie, auntie, ah lun, ah chia, mega, marini, joey, cheng xin, ah li, wan qing ...
thanks so much for chatting with me and taking care of me during my shift yeah !!
all of your presence reduced my boredom and tiredness during the job !!
*Its all because of someone who don't allow SuYing and me to do the same shift*
hope they will still remember us even after we left .
laugh out loud !!
and to some customers, thanks for your kindness and lovely attitude !!
i believe your kindness will bring happiness and lucks to your life !!
however, for those with terrible and super idiotic attitude, you all better start doing some good things before retributions get to you .
hmm... no matter what, this is my first official job ...
i'll try to remember only the good and wonderful things that happened .
i'll try my very best to forget all those idiotic and *oh my goodness* incidents that seriously made me speechless .
these incidents seemed to locked up the dictionary in my brain, making me unable to find words to describe ...
i'll try to make my memory as beautiful as i can ...

yeah !!
i'm finally gonna watch "New Moon" tomorrow !!
although many ppl said its not nice, but i still want to watch ...
haix ...
greatest regret is that i cannot watch its premiere ...
going shopping for new year clothes in advance oso !!
yippee !!
Labels: freedom is fading away shortly ...

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5:49 PM