I'm JIAHUI .
LIBRA, thats my horoscope .
Currently STILL Sweet16, I INSIST !
turning 17 on 13OCT2010 .
2009 Chung Cheng High Main (CCHMS) Graduated Class .
Email: Jessica_Lee_Jia_Hui@msn.com.
~Pu Hui Kindergarten (1996-1998)
~Eunos Primary School (1999-2005)
~Chung Cheng High Secondary School (Main) (2006-2009)
~Temasek Junior College (2010-????)
Saturday, January 30, 2010
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alright, here's my first post after skool reopens . its not officially open yet, but orientation still consists of going to skool isn't it ?? den okay, its skooling time now . a new school, a new year, a new beginning ... i'm now officially a TJCian ... never even think of entering a JC before i received my Os results . in fact, i only went for Temasek Poly's Open House . kinda interested in joining that skool originally . even go looked up all the courses . hopefully to find one of my interest . but after receiving my Os results, everything changes . kinda unsure where i'm heading towards so ... a JC became my choice in the end . giving myself another two years to decide on my future . but who knows ?? such a decision had lead to countless of troubles and never ending frets . my mind is in a total mess just over these few days ... many things just come knocking at my door, bothering me . i've been trying to understand myself . but it still comes to no avail .
nonetheless, orientation is fun !! so far ... there are altogether 7 days of orientation . now, 2 days have passed . another 5 days more . we'll be playing some exciting water games and "Who are the warriers?" on monday . sounds thrilling and scary . laugh out loud !! these two days we had loads of sample lectures . some of it bored me to death . the cool thing is ... we'll be having a mass dance at Suntec on Thursday !! i bet many skools will have their own mass dance . but the perspiring from the dance lessons made me and my hair sucks . hahas! made me smell of some rotten fruits . disgusting, ew !! thank goodness almost all of us smell the same if not it will be really embarrassing . bought my uniform and stuffs . a new uniform always look weird . these two days were tiring . and i think next week will be even worse ... i've gotta quicken my step in making a decision for my subject combination . math, econ, chem and phy/bio . physics or biology ?? physics or biology ?? haix, guess the only way is to search in the uni website and see what kinda course interest me before i make my final decision . or someone can give me some advice ?? haix, complicating stuffs ... btw, my orientation grp name is X.On !! i'm from OG 08 !! sounds auspicious yeah ?? hmm... really miss those times in Chung Cheng . 4 years of life there and all my friends and teachers !! I MISS YOU LOADS !!
i really dunno what to say . how to express my inner feelings . coz i dont really understand it fully as well . thats really terrible . there are jus loads and loads of things lingering around in my mind, but are not leaving their footprints . just feels vexed . is TJC a good choice for me ?? is a JC even a wise choice for me ?? i've practically no idea . its just a time for me to be independent i guess . hope that i can survive very well in TJC . hahas!
i dunno how am i gonna survive this year's Chinese New Year which i've been anticipating since long ago . i really cant imagine . with the war still going on . with the fire still not extinguished . with the ice still not broken . no matter how hard i've been trying ... nothing can progress if i'm the only one wanting to savage the whole situation . i know someone has to be the one to break the ice . and so i've decided to be the one . but what did i receive ?? a cold and indifferent answer ?? haix ... i believe a strong and sincere friendship can surely withstand this small 'magnet' thats repeling us apart . i seriously hope so . and i hope the next time i sms you or something, the answer i receive will be different . a warmer one perhaps ?? i'm really looking forward to this year's CNY so i hope nth will ruin it . i wont even allow myself to ruin it . so my coughing and sore throat MUST recover by then . which is 2 weeks later . gotta get my stuffs ready . i'm still lacking a bag and a pair of shoes . or maybe imma buying 2 pairs ! seriously hope this year's CNY will be memorable cum happy and not torturing cum irritating . if not i think my temper will really blows . coz i'm gonna try something different this year . something i think its really cool !! and i love my clothes this year .
oh ya, last but not least . YINXIAO ! concentrate on ur studies lahx , idiot . ltr ur Os get bad results don blame me . don wan to say too much . just stop ur nonsense ... hahas, i seems fierce ... but in fact i'm very nice to everyone de . laugh out loud !!
oh, before i forgotten ... i forgot to thank someone, as promised . THANKS BEN !! hahas !! thanks for ur support on tat day oh ! really appreciated it loads . oh ya !! our planning for the BBQ will nv be needed le ba ?? hahas !! so sry for tat yeah . but no matter what ... we'll be good friends forever alright ?? hahas! don say i never thank you again oh . here's a whole paragraph for you !! meet up often !!
okays, shall blog often . coz i realised skooling period very difficult to use lappy or com . coz i'll be like freakingly tired everyday ... so everyone in MSN or those who reads my blog, dont miss me oh !! hahas !!
Stay Forever 3:33 PM
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
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HAPPY BIRTHDAYJAEJOONG!!! JaeJoong's 24th birthday is TODAY !! 10 photos of him stands for perfect 10 !! laugh out loud !! his first birthday after i started liking him . he's PERFECT ! wonderful dancer . special voice . tall . filial . big eyes with eyebags when he smiles . super shuai and stylo hairstyle . cute when he acts cute . hahas! humourous . loves cooking . super handsome . more and more ... laugh out loud !! KIM JAE JOONG ROCKS !!
shall stop here . in case ppl say i'm crazy ... laugh out loud !! nights !!
Monday, January 25, 2010
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its been quite a while since i last blog . JAE results releasing soon . must really make good use of time . and i heard that 1stFeb2010 is the first day of skooling in a JC . gosh, not mentally prepared . and thursday is orientation day . cant believe it ... the day of registration is the day for orientation . bet many ppl hate orientation . at least, thats for me. hahas! i really cant put down my holiday mood and switch to mugging mood after a 3 months' holiday ya . kinda tough . cant believe i'll be taking my A-Level NEXT YEAR !! hahas! time really ZOOMS !!
alright, here's my schedule for the past few days ... for the cool WEDNESDAY ... had a really cool and splendid make-up cum heels outing wif Amanda . a new experience . please do not say that we're sua-gu'es . its just that we are too innocent and obedient to put on make-ups . laugh out loud !! put on our make-up at my house . we took about 2hrs to finish drawing our eyes . thats very "fast" isn't it ?? cant help it, first-timers are like that . went AMK Hub to catch "JUMP" which was so disappointing . the female lead's weird character, the accent, the irritating songs, plenty of them !! just made me feels uncomfortable . but the dance itself was pretty good . especially the South Korea team, COOL !! head on to dinner time ! ate 'Zha Jiang Mian' . not very special yeah ... another disappointment . hahas! overall its still cool . altho my eyes feel weird throughout the whole outing . got my own cosmetic pouch . COOL !!
whoo, some photos of our outing . sorry Amanda, for taking days to upload the photos . the third one really looks terrible, so not gonna upload . hahas! cant really see clearly, but can see my beautiful black nails !! YuLe, here's my blackie emo'ing nails !! hahs! i've fulfilled your wish of wanting to look at my gorgeous nails ! laugh out loud !!
next, THURSDAY ! a boring yet refreshing day . stayed home and watch TV throughout ... cooked my first ever lunch myself ! and i realised ... i have a talent for making sauce !! hahas! i named it the "first-tempt macaroni" . cool !! at least i did not burn the whole kitchen down . thats already one reason to praise myself . hahas.
This is the wonderful Jiahui sauce !! hahs! This is the Q Q macaroni soaked in cold water !! And this is the final product !! looks nice isn't it ?? my "first-tempt macaroni" is DONE !
spent the whole day resting, i supposed . ENERGETIC, yet lethargic ... however !! love the feeling of not having to do anything related to STRESS !! its simply awesome !! anyone who's interested to try my macaroni can give me a RING !! laugh out loud !!
head on to FRIDAY !! shopping spree outing wif SuYing ... went Far East Plaza and VivoCity . finally bought one Bus-Stop's clothes . i think its pretty good ^^ the materials of the clothes there are good . shopped shopped and shopped . bought quite a number of things . wonderful mood !! SuYing is really 深藏不漏 . whenever she started buying things, its always 20bucks or 50bucks and above . for Friday only ba, i think . hahas! thot she's gonna be a SAVING QUEEN on tat day . who knows ?? i've been cheated in the end . laugh out loud !! had dinner tgt at VivoCity's foodcourt . Satay BeeHoon . REALLY SPICY !! goodness me, and i'm having a cough and sore throat on tat day !!
and now, its SATURDAY !! let me recall ... what did i do on saturday ?? stayed home ?? oh yea !! i cooked my second version of macaroni !! for both my bros . laugh out loud !!
dang dang dang dang !! macaroni soup !! with prawns and mushrooms !!
kor said the soup tasted NOT BAD ! hahas !! happy to hear tat . well, at least this is my FIRST ATTEMPT of cooking lunch for 3 PPL !! and i realised, cooking is fun !! especially when you can invent your own dishes . put in whatever you like . really cool !! thats one good thing that my mum is out working . more freedom and most importantly ... no naggings during the day !! hahas!! but idiot him go tell papa that my macaroni tasted horrible ... which is so UNTRUE ! hahs! i shall brainstorm on what else i'm gonna cook wif my favourite macaroni next time !! whoo ~~
SUNDAY time !! shopped wif my family for new year stuffs . din buy much . in fact, not even one thing except for some earrings !! damn it !! moody !! korkor has been taking over the wheels whenever we go out as a family ever since he got his license . don feel very safe though . hahas! but overall, not bad . at least he listens and answer wif a sorta friendly tone when he's driving . the bad thing is, he's always playing his own CD instead of mine !! and his songs are terrible as compared to mine, of course . laugh out loud !! there are some unhappiness of course . but i'm not gonna mention here coz its history now and i cant feel anything right now . so i shall just let go and dont harp on it ^^ stay cool ! hahas . CHEERS !!
and finally, TODAY !! DOUBLE JUS outing !! first ever !! had a movie marathon at Iluma ... first movie: "HACHIKO" . sokmin cant make it for the first movie so only the four of us at first . we almost cant make it and we were like rushing all the way . the movie starts at 11.20am but we haven even get the tickets at 11.10am . in fact, we are still on our way to iluma . rushed all the way there and bought our tickets . went into the hall immediately without buying anything or going toilet . it really feels like a MARATHON ! "HACHIKO" ROCKS !! its a super touching real dog story !! SUPER NICE AND TOUCHING !! HACHI is so super ADORABLE !! japanese rare species, Akitas ... triggered my desire to keep a dog again, gosh . its such a wonderful and heart-warming movie !!
Bronze statue of the real HACHIKO still stands at Tokyo's Shibuya Station .
tho some parts may seem boring . but overall its still a movie i'll recommend greatly ... at least, it touches my heart so thats considered excellent and great !
HACHI and PROFESSOR (Richard Gere) !! in the movie !!
look !! he's SOOOOOO CCUUTTTEE !!! so chubby and fluffy !!! argh ! i want one too !! aright, the four of us head on to lunch ... at Tsubohachi (Japanese Restaurant), if i nv rmb wrongly . first time eating lunch need to take off my shoes . me and sara took such a long time to decide what to eat ... had so much fun !! talking and laughing about whatever we could ! hahas! when SokMin arrived, we proceeded to our next movie ! "TOOTH FAIRY" !! hilarious !! but no idea why i feel like dozing off during the start of the movie . its only until the middle then i feel awake . laugh out loud !! its a VERY NICE show too !! strongly recommended by JIAHUI as well ! wow, realised we are really extreme ... sad movie and funny movie all in ONE DAY ! ppl who cant adapt to rapidly changing atmosphere please dont ever try . hahas ! proceeded to window shopping . had Mcflurry with the first time ever 'giam-siap' oreo on top .
idiot guy !!
some photos here !! the quality of the photos too lousy le so decided to sharpen it . and shun bian add our fantastic names !! hahas !!
alright, here to end our first Double JUS outing . more to come !!
JaeJoong's birthday is tmr !! COOL !! FG group outing tmr ... shall end here . what a LONG post !! byes ^^
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
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COOL ! i'm still wide awake now !! still freakingly waiting for my stubborn hair to dry completely before i can climb into bed . i'm the only one awake now in my entire house . blasting my music to chase away all unwanted feelings . being online provides me a sense of security too, at least to some extent . hahas ^^ but it seems to be getting a bit noisy, the music . its pouring quite heavily around my estate now . wonder how is it like in other areas ?? my throat is starting to feel itchy and rough, gosh !! hate it . it means that I CANT SING FOR A PERIOD OF TIME ! thats bad . hahas! gotta drink loads of water tmr ... plus a few strepsils shld do the work ! HOPEFULLY !
nth to do during the weekends and monday . so ... ... start painting my nails ! now my toes and fingernails are filled with colours ! whoo ! this time, i'm very very careful as to let them dry completely before i do anything ridiculous to ruin my hard work . painted my toe nails pink and added some 'decorations' . while my fingernails are painted BLACK . i think its pretty cool . at least i can admire it for a week, before going for registration in my new skool . hah! satisfied with my TALENT of picking up skills so quickly ! THANKS "NAIL PALACE" !! but my right hand is pretty ruined as compared to my left . but overall i think its courageous and awesome !! *as compared to all my previous self-manicure and pedicure* my dad said it looks kinda scary, my nails . but thats artistic, dont you think ?? I LOVE THEM !! shall post some photos of my pretty nails later on or another day ! whoo! amanda said black nails make one looks like a rocker . hahas !!! so she's indirectly hinting that I ROCKS !! amanda, i catch your hint yeah !! hahas. JOKING !!!
today's a girls outing !! eh, actually its yesterday, TUESDAY !! WeiTong, Amanda, SuYing and lastly, ME ! four years' besties !! planned on a singing outing originally . but me and my stupid throat spoilt the whole thing, damn it ! went AMK Hub in the end . catch "AVATAR 3D" in cathay . wow, a fantastic movie !! simply awesome and it rocks rocks rocks !! rocks all the way to north pole man !! James Cameron is a great successful director !! i'm gonna post a wonderful photo of him to commemorate this great guy over here .
isn't he "handsome" and "idol-like" now ?? hahas! love his "TITANIC" and "AVATAR" . adventurous and exciting . sent my heart pomp pomp pomp all the way throughout the movie . there's one part that sent my tears rolling down . gosh ! freakingly touching !! TSK~ hate things tat can make me cry outside !! but its really cool !! showcasing how life will possibly be like in 100+ years later ... but i'm already dead by then . no chance to witness this mind-blowing event ... kays, enough of this movie . i'm getting long-winded . we talked, shopped and crazied around AMK Hub . SuYing and Amanda keep picking on my chinese !! ARGH ! hahas! i realised the 3 of them truely support me and encourage me yeah . even WeiTong whom i never really say the whole thing to understands me and can read me . am i tat open like a book ?? hahas . nevertheless ... i'm indeed touched, very touched ... LOVE YA, GIRLS !! hahas ...
alright, head on to dinner time !! eh... what did we eat ?? oh !! had our 'sumptuous' dinner at AMK Hub's foodcourt !! Weitong had Korean mixed rice *Whoo~ i felt a gush of korean wave . hahas.* Amanda had the cheapest of all, 板面 . SuYing had 公保鸡丁饭 with alot dried chillies and ginger . and me... the spiciest of all i supposed ... Sambal Sotong Rice . it was delicious but really spicy . they said my face was flaming red from eating it . didn't finish all as that auntie practically covered half of my rice with the sambal sauce . i know my future husband will hate me for that . but no worries !! i'm gonna send you for facial, if that really happen ! worse to worst, plastic surgery !! laugh out loud !! bus-ed home all the way on bus 25 . pouring heavily when we were on the bus . don feel like alighting coz its simply too comfortable to sit on a bus ride on a rainy night !!
eh... its getting late . and worst of all, i'm going on a really cool outing tmr which i have to wake up kinda early to prepare . and its really terrifying to keep worrying bout my coolest mummy waking up from her slp some time during the night and scare me with her sleepy pale look and monstrous hair style ... shall knock myself out first before that really happens. nights !!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
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hmm ... a peaceful day, today . a peaceful sunday ... without any restrain . without any worries . without any troubles . all i need to do is to throw everything to the back of my head, and plan my programmes for next week . but here i am, wanting to thank some ppl who really helped me alot during this period . SuYing, Amanda and my family . thanks alot, dears !! thanks for all your encouragement and support !! thats really sweet and touching . i appreciate them loads and loads ... guess true friends and families are for this purpose ya ?? their words and love at this point of time is really important and crucial and it will really make you feel alot better . lets maintain this relationship till forever and ever alright ?? sweet , touching and important ...
okays, din shopped any clothes today . kinda down coz of that . hahas !! guess this feels kinda stupid . but thats me !! papa finally agreed to buy LG Lollipop phone for me !! only if it isn't TOO EX . its coming out in Singapore at the end of this month . kinda excited about it as i really like this phone . i liked LG ice-cream phone previously . but after YuLe recommended this phone (from KOREAN) to me, i immediately fall in love with it . hope its not way too ex . but i think its net price will be around S$300+ . gosh ! sounds ex !! but i really hope i can own tat phone . its soOoOo CUTE and SUPERB !!
jus as what i've encouraged SuYing ... "There's a way out for everything ..." and i genuinely hope that its true . after this holiday, i think i've become more mature . eh... at least in some ways, i believed . after going out to work ... after deciding many things for myself ... after meeting so many different people ... after making some new friends ... after having the ability to use my own money to treat my family to a good dinner ... after being so free ... so many afters during this holiday have really made me grown up quite alot . tried on many new things during this holiday as well . thats cool ! at least i'm no longer one that always hide behind Chung Cheng's wall, and nv grow up . after exposing myself to worklife, i've found that the outside world is really REALLY filled with people of different characteristics that you can never comprehend . there can be one around you, who knows ?? this world can be said as "DANGEROUS" . laugh out loud !! but i hope ppl around me can stay the same way as they are now and PLEASE do not change to any of those cunning and ridiculous ppl outside . tho its jus a minority of such ppl perhaps . but bad can influence more strongly and rapidly as compared to the good, i suppose . if not life will be really difficult and tough ... ...
Friday, January 15, 2010
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okay, now is the end of the JAE form submission . friday (15Jan2010) 4pm sharp . i dragged my submission from yesterday night to today, around 1pm . this is due to some problems which i think is really making my head spin . i've nv thot things would progress to such an ending . haix ... i submitted with evelyn around . when she came to my house and i returned her the money . the thing is, i'm still wearing my pyjamas . thats embarrassing ... so she shun bian come my house to 'take a look' and oso shun bian teach me how to submit the thing . if not i'm really at a loss as i'm the only one at home . finally, submitted . feels relaxed and not ease at the same time . hope that i can enter TJC or SAJC ... at least i know at least one of my friends will be going there, if i'm not mistaken . WeiTong and many of my classmates going TJC . Clarence Seow going SAJC (hope he doesn't lie to me) . okays, enough about skools now . coz i think sometimes, we can get into a dispute wif friends over choosing skools . which i dont really understand why . haix ...
in case you happen to read my blog . i know i'm sorry for backing out last minute . and i'm really sorry for that . i did apologise ... but if i nv rmb wrongly, i did suggest you to submit your JAE form at a later date as i'm still not very confirm which skool i wanted to put as my first choice . but you chose not to and go ahead with ur submission . and so... this is the situation now . and i think its really rude to not reply smses when i clearly knows that you did receive my message . the school we've chose tgt is the best skool you can go to, and yet you said you chose that skool all because of me . almost everyone except you encouraged me to try for TJC and so in the end i've decided to try . is this all because of selfishness ?? which didn't you even asked me why i dont want to choose TJC or something ?? i understand you will feel that i'm betraying you or something . i know you'll be cursing me and scolding me like mad . my parents wanted me to try TJC too, since i can . there are some words i dont want to say it too harsh of course, as it will surely ruin this friendship of ours . okays, and so out of my apologetic mindset, i wanted to so-called return you ur choices . but you didn't reply me . okays, that kind of hurts coz regardless of what happened, we've known each other for SO LONG . and if you are really letting this matter ruin our friendship den i guess there's really nothing i can say . but i really hope that our 10+ years of friendship wont be ruined by such a small matter . haix, but i'm really hurt and disappointed in ur attitude and ur reactions towards me choosing this skool ... why are we like always quarrelling over such educational matters ?? can we quarrel over things that makes more sense ?? maybe you think you are in totally no wrong at all and all faults lies with me . alright, continue to think in that way ... i cant control how you think anyway . alright, if you are really gonna give up this friendship coz of this schooling thing, fine . there's nothing i can do about it .
alright, getting emotional . shall end this post . bye !
Thursday, January 14, 2010
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today is a day when ... ... JIAHUI is gonna submit her JAE !! my gosh, until now i cant really make up my mind . and thats really bad, i think . so many ppl asked me to go TJC . but at the same time, i like SAJC's uniform so much . laugh out loud !! ppl may think i'm naive, to enter a JC coz of its uniform . my mum was trying to talk some sense to me coz of tat . she said i must follow my heart . but the thing is, i dunno where my heart is heading towards ... thats bad isn't it ?? hmm ... kor was like still asking me: "Are you sure you are going JC??" this made me even confused . i'm kinda afraid i cant cope in a JC . the mathematics, general paper, sciences ... blah blah blah. dunno whether i can make it anot . TJC got alot geniuses ... and i bet SAJC have it too . and i'm jus one who's got a 9point for my L1R5 out of luck . so i'm a little weary . alright, hope i will have some answers to my heart later on . cheers !!
okays, yesterday was a fun day !! went out with Rachel (lao lei) and Benjamin . kallang leisure park's KBox ! think KBox is really daylight robbery . each of us had to pay $20.60 ... but since lao lei and ben seemed fine with it, we went ahead for it still . had loads of fun inside the room . playing, singing, shouting, everything !! the most 'oh my goodness' thing was the crackers & nuts and the phone !! hahas !! so embarrassing yet so funny !! laugh out loud !! have dinner together after KBox . complained about almost everything we can complain throughout the whole dinner . hahas !! had so much fun complaining and laughing ... come to think of it, why are we complaining but yet, we are laughing throughout ?? laugh out loud !! maybe coz most of the time we are complaining about the same person ?? feels kinda bad now . no matter what, he's still our friend ... so ... ... nvm ! hahas! but can YOU please stop harping on and on the same thing ?? say something which you really mean it alright ?? stop crapping bout the same thing to me over and over again ... coz we're getting frustrated now, seriously .
sometimes i feel we're distance apart . maybe coz of your attitude ... yet sometimes i feel we're quite close . oso because of your attitude ... its complicated isn't it ?? sometimes i'm just wondering ... is it because our path are different ?? but that doesn't mean we cant stay the way we are now ... so its getting weird and complicated .
hope i can know what i really want by night . coz i'm gonna submit tat JAE form by tonight and leave all troubles to the back of my head . and i'm gonna start playing crazy from now til the day skool reopens !
Monday, January 11, 2010
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not planning to blog today . but still, here i am ... on my kor's lappy, starting to blog . cant really slp tonight . think everything that happened today kinda unrealistic . O-level's result released today ! an important day for all 2009 secondary 4 students . its a complicated feeling, i can say ... before going to school and after reaching school . its been a very long time since we last wear our uniform . reached school and almost everyone were like: "oh my god, i'm so nervous!!" and yes, in case you are thinking very hard ... i'm one of them . laugh out loud !! but altho i am continuously saying that, i'm actually not as nervous as normal times when i'm receiving back my report book . weird~ i'm nervous, but i'm not nervous too . even i cant get it right .
alright, planned to find Mr Ng (Ah Kay) with WeiTong after YuLe said he will kind of hint our results . reached Grand Audi and guess what ... Mr Gan is back from his reservice (my god, is it spelled this way ?? looks weird.) he was like "woah" when he saw me . i was thinking "oh my god, what happened?" . he still asked me a few weird questions . made me so nervous as to what news he was going to bring me . he even said: "i tell you, you don't tell anybody hor." and he started shaking my hand and say my physics got A1 . i'm like cnnt believe it ... coz my physics seriously very poor . gotten a C5 which rounded off to B4 during prelim . and the thing is, there are so many ppl there and he told me not to tell anybody else ... bleh~ hahas . he was like keep shaking my hand coz of his Physics . laugh out loud !! he was like hoping our class got alot distinctions for Physics . the meanest thing he said to me is: "out of all who got A1, you surprised me the most! coz the rest are like expected." hahas, belittle me sia !! thanks to LONGMAN assessment books ! bought two for preparation for O-Level . but i seriously put in alot effort in physics . even WeiTong can see i spent the majority of my time on my physics . went for many consultations with Mr Gan too . if i get a poor result for Physics i think i'll be super sad and disappointed . i'm glad my efforts paid off yeah !! Mr Gan still ask me give him the 2 assessment books . my god, he so rich still need me donate the 2 assessment books to him mehx . hahas! he keep saying want me go back Chung Cheng in the future to share my 'Success Story' . laugh out loud !! he too funny le ba . hahas! haix, today's trip back to Chung Cheng makes me miss those good teachers who taught me SO MUCH !!
to sum up everything ... i'm really surprised at my results . i've totally no confidence at all in all my subjects . so i was really shocked when i saw my result slip . i was like quite cool and steady when i opened my result slip coz all of these feels so super unrealistic at tat moment. i even asked my mum to slap me to see if i'm dreaming after reaching home at night. but she hit really hard sia !! my god!! luckily i dodged . now is the moment of choosing schools again . hate choosing schools . sickening !! somemore there are 12 choices . gosh !! i think my headache is getting a bit too frequent . these few days continuously occurring after afternoon . hope its no big deal . but it feels terrible . makes my mood goes bad. makes me no mood to do anything. makes me feels so pissed. think is the 'hou yi zhen' of studying and using my brain too hard ba .
alright . today is a day when some grp of ppl cheers, some grp of ppl cry, some grp of ppl continuously swearing and scolding vulgarities and while the rest remain indifferent perhaps . i just want to tell my friends, who are disappointed in their own results ... "don't cry, cause i'll always be here for you . just give me a ring and i'll always be there to listen to you . O-Level will not determine your future . its not the end of the world even if your result is not up to standard . just work very hard in ur JC or Poly and you can fulfill your dream, for sure . just remember, i'll always love you !! hahas! kinda mushy ya ^^"
today is a tired day . guess for most of us ba . nervous for half a day is tired enough . now, lets take a good rest before the next battle begins ... good night !!
Sunday, January 10, 2010
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went for a BBQ at Suying's house today . me, amanda, rachel, xueyi and some of SuYing's primary school friends . kinda okay with only this handful of ppl instead of a whole bunch of spoilers . but its kind of awkward when me and rachel first reach there ... we were like doing our own stuffs and they were doing theirs . but it slowly became better after a while, i think . hahas !! now i'm starting to feel that the purpose of this BBQ is for a joyful gathering before the 'oh my goodness' Monday arrives .
rachel showed me a sample of a perfume which has a really sweet and nice smell . i love it ! hahas. we agreed to find and buy it together, though she said it will be expensive . but i'm thinking if its reasonable and worth it, why not ?? laugh out loud !! this BBQ is fun, i can say ... just that i think i went home at quite an early time . hope nobody blames me ... hahas ...
hmm... finally, some photos are coming up !! these photos are taken recently ... so that means... ... they are new photos !!
me and amanda... taking mirror reflections inside a hotel.
people must be thinking we're crazy ! hahas!
mirror reflection again . oh mo, the mirror looks very dirty and i don't know why ... hahas! trust me, this is a mirror inside one of downtown east's toilet . took this after visiting Temasek Polytechnic's open house, after we finished watching "Old Dogs"
and this is me and rachel . at SuYing's house ... many funny things happened while we're taking all these photos . hahahas!!
and now ... 'zi pai''s moment ... hahas!!
okays . thats all for today . hahas !! my god, its sunday now ... and tmr will be monday 11 January 2010 ... shucks !! results releasing soon ... my god ! going off... bye!
