I'm JIAHUI .
LIBRA, thats my horoscope .
Currently STILL Sweet16, I INSIST !
turning 17 on 13OCT2010 .
2009 Chung Cheng High Main (CCHMS) Graduated Class .
Email: Jessica_Lee_Jia_Hui@msn.com.
~Pu Hui Kindergarten (1996-1998)
~Eunos Primary School (1999-2005)
~Chung Cheng High Secondary School (Main) (2006-2009)
~Temasek Junior College (2010-????)
Monday, January 11, 2010
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not planning to blog today . but still, here i am ... on my kor's lappy, starting to blog . cant really slp tonight . think everything that happened today kinda unrealistic . O-level's result released today ! an important day for all 2009 secondary 4 students . its a complicated feeling, i can say ... before going to school and after reaching school . its been a very long time since we last wear our uniform . reached school and almost everyone were like: "oh my god, i'm so nervous!!" and yes, in case you are thinking very hard ... i'm one of them . laugh out loud !! but altho i am continuously saying that, i'm actually not as nervous as normal times when i'm receiving back my report book . weird~ i'm nervous, but i'm not nervous too . even i cant get it right .
alright, planned to find Mr Ng (Ah Kay) with WeiTong after YuLe said he will kind of hint our results . reached Grand Audi and guess what ... Mr Gan is back from his reservice (my god, is it spelled this way ?? looks weird.) he was like "woah" when he saw me . i was thinking "oh my god, what happened?" . he still asked me a few weird questions . made me so nervous as to what news he was going to bring me . he even said: "i tell you, you don't tell anybody hor." and he started shaking my hand and say my physics got A1 . i'm like cnnt believe it ... coz my physics seriously very poor . gotten a C5 which rounded off to B4 during prelim . and the thing is, there are so many ppl there and he told me not to tell anybody else ... bleh~ hahas . he was like keep shaking my hand coz of his Physics . laugh out loud !! he was like hoping our class got alot distinctions for Physics . the meanest thing he said to me is: "out of all who got A1, you surprised me the most! coz the rest are like expected." hahas, belittle me sia !! thanks to LONGMAN assessment books ! bought two for preparation for O-Level . but i seriously put in alot effort in physics . even WeiTong can see i spent the majority of my time on my physics . went for many consultations with Mr Gan too . if i get a poor result for Physics i think i'll be super sad and disappointed . i'm glad my efforts paid off yeah !! Mr Gan still ask me give him the 2 assessment books . my god, he so rich still need me donate the 2 assessment books to him mehx . hahas! he keep saying want me go back Chung Cheng in the future to share my 'Success Story' . laugh out loud !! he too funny le ba . hahas! haix, today's trip back to Chung Cheng makes me miss those good teachers who taught me SO MUCH !!
to sum up everything ... i'm really surprised at my results . i've totally no confidence at all in all my subjects . so i was really shocked when i saw my result slip . i was like quite cool and steady when i opened my result slip coz all of these feels so super unrealistic at tat moment. i even asked my mum to slap me to see if i'm dreaming after reaching home at night. but she hit really hard sia !! my god!! luckily i dodged . now is the moment of choosing schools again . hate choosing schools . sickening !! somemore there are 12 choices . gosh !! i think my headache is getting a bit too frequent . these few days continuously occurring after afternoon . hope its no big deal . but it feels terrible . makes my mood goes bad. makes me no mood to do anything. makes me feels so pissed. think is the 'hou yi zhen' of studying and using my brain too hard ba .
alright . today is a day when some grp of ppl cheers, some grp of ppl cry, some grp of ppl continuously swearing and scolding vulgarities and while the rest remain indifferent perhaps . i just want to tell my friends, who are disappointed in their own results ... "don't cry, cause i'll always be here for you . just give me a ring and i'll always be there to listen to you . O-Level will not determine your future . its not the end of the world even if your result is not up to standard . just work very hard in ur JC or Poly and you can fulfill your dream, for sure . just remember, i'll always love you !! hahas! kinda mushy ya ^^"
today is a tired day . guess for most of us ba . nervous for half a day is tired enough . now, lets take a good rest before the next battle begins ... good night !!
