I'm JIAHUI .
LIBRA, thats my horoscope .
Currently STILL Sweet16, I INSIST !
turning 17 on 13OCT2010 .
2009 Chung Cheng High Main (CCHMS) Graduated Class .
Email: Jessica_Lee_Jia_Hui@msn.com.
~Pu Hui Kindergarten (1996-1998)
~Eunos Primary School (1999-2005)
~Chung Cheng High Secondary School (Main) (2006-2009)
~Temasek Junior College (2010-????)
Friday, January 15, 2010
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okay, now is the end of the JAE form submission . friday (15Jan2010) 4pm sharp . i dragged my submission from yesterday night to today, around 1pm . this is due to some problems which i think is really making my head spin . i've nv thot things would progress to such an ending . haix ... i submitted with evelyn around . when she came to my house and i returned her the money . the thing is, i'm still wearing my pyjamas . thats embarrassing ... so she shun bian come my house to 'take a look' and oso shun bian teach me how to submit the thing . if not i'm really at a loss as i'm the only one at home . finally, submitted . feels relaxed and not ease at the same time . hope that i can enter TJC or SAJC ... at least i know at least one of my friends will be going there, if i'm not mistaken . WeiTong and many of my classmates going TJC . Clarence Seow going SAJC (hope he doesn't lie to me) . okays, enough about skools now . coz i think sometimes, we can get into a dispute wif friends over choosing skools . which i dont really understand why . haix ...
in case you happen to read my blog . i know i'm sorry for backing out last minute . and i'm really sorry for that . i did apologise ... but if i nv rmb wrongly, i did suggest you to submit your JAE form at a later date as i'm still not very confirm which skool i wanted to put as my first choice . but you chose not to and go ahead with ur submission . and so... this is the situation now . and i think its really rude to not reply smses when i clearly knows that you did receive my message . the school we've chose tgt is the best skool you can go to, and yet you said you chose that skool all because of me . almost everyone except you encouraged me to try for TJC and so in the end i've decided to try . is this all because of selfishness ?? which didn't you even asked me why i dont want to choose TJC or something ?? i understand you will feel that i'm betraying you or something . i know you'll be cursing me and scolding me like mad . my parents wanted me to try TJC too, since i can . there are some words i dont want to say it too harsh of course, as it will surely ruin this friendship of ours . okays, and so out of my apologetic mindset, i wanted to so-called return you ur choices . but you didn't reply me . okays, that kind of hurts coz regardless of what happened, we've known each other for SO LONG . and if you are really letting this matter ruin our friendship den i guess there's really nothing i can say . but i really hope that our 10+ years of friendship wont be ruined by such a small matter . haix, but i'm really hurt and disappointed in ur attitude and ur reactions towards me choosing this skool ... why are we like always quarrelling over such educational matters ?? can we quarrel over things that makes more sense ?? maybe you think you are in totally no wrong at all and all faults lies with me . alright, continue to think in that way ... i cant control how you think anyway . alright, if you are really gonna give up this friendship coz of this schooling thing, fine . there's nothing i can do about it .
alright, getting emotional . shall end this post . bye !
