I'm JIAHUI .
LIBRA, thats my horoscope .
Currently STILL Sweet16, I INSIST !
turning 17 on 13OCT2010 .
2009 Chung Cheng High Main (CCHMS) Graduated Class .
Email: Jessica_Lee_Jia_Hui@msn.com.
~Pu Hui Kindergarten (1996-1998)
~Eunos Primary School (1999-2005)
~Chung Cheng High Secondary School (Main) (2006-2009)
~Temasek Junior College (2010-????)
Friday, March 5, 2010
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hmm ... feeling kinda down now ... think is because i cant go for Outward Bound Korea (OBK) ... i'm so super sad and emo now !! the deadline for submission ends today, 12mn sharp ! which now there's really no time for me to submit my write-ups which must include alot of reflections and thoughts about myself ... 2 pages !! in the afternoon i'm still hesitating to go for that . but now, remorseful thoughts seriously filled my entire heart and mind !! i should have done my write-up this afternoon !! its all because i have to ask my father's permission ... my mum dont quite dare to make the decision ... den when he's home he need time to make up his mind ... GOSH !! there goes my one and only chance !! LIVIA !! I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO YOU, TUPPERWARE !!! now there's no point crying over spilled milk ... haix ... i shall accept my fate ...
this week is a LONG and BUSY week !! everyday except today ... i have to stay back until 6.30pm-7.30pm ... den i reached home at 8+pm everyday !! goodness sake ... TIRING SIA !!! cant even finish my homeworks ... dumped myself onto bed everyday when i reach home . the SUAY'EST day of my life shall be 2nd March 2010 !! shall not say why i'm suay ... coz i dont wan to keep on reminding myself !!! thats horrible !!! and i have gotten my PW grouping ... Me, Joey, Ivana, Faiz and Caden ... this is just a temporary grouping ... i realised these few days i'm quite pissed off with someone ... the very first time i'm seriously pissed off with a guy ... he got nothing tat can appease me AT ALL !!! his attitude. his looks. his loser and ungentlemanly character. loads and loads ... just dunno how to express everything in this post ... but he's seriously pissing me off when he himself already has the feeling too, i guess ... from the way he talk to me or ask me things, i sensed that he knows that i'm pissed off with him . thats a good thing . so don make me feel even angrier at you ... you are seriously a LOSER !! the first time (i suppose) i keep on rolling my eyes whenever someone is talking . i feel bad tho ... for rolling my eyes ... coz tat feels rude . but i cant help it ... it just come NATURALLY ... whenever i feel tat his attitude or voice is irritating, i'll roll my eyes and turn my head away ... i think tats pretty obvious ... i'm already trying my very best to tolerate him ever since wednesday, if i nv rmb wrongly ... he's really disgusting ... my friend said so too ... i still say she very bad when she told me he's disgusting ... now i totally understand why ... and his laughter is so damn *EWWW* and scary can~ seriously cant tolerate such a person ... he tot he's clever, SO WHAT ??! attitude is one major part of life too ... without the correct attitude, even if he is the greatest genius, he's still nothing ! hope he can get out of my life asap unless he realised his own mistakes and idiotic behaviour ... some advices for you, tho i know you'll nv ever see this unless someone told u my blog ... coz i will nv ever add u in facebook or tell you my blog ! 1) stop being so full of yourself ... coz you are nothing but a pile of shit ! *i'm sorry for that, cant help it* 2) you are nowhere near perfection so stop having so much confidence in yourself ... coz i seriously cant see why you can hav so much confidence in yourself. it just makes me puke ! 3) i'm only tolerating coz i hate awkwardness so you better have some self-awareness and dont ever step on my 'tail' again ! 4) dont discriminate others ! coz you dont have the rights ... you're not the boss or what so you better shut your trap !! you are worse than them in case you dont know ... you are nothing but a LOSER ! *i'm not the only one saying that... someone else told me tat too... this proves tat i'm right!* alright ... shall stop wasting my breath on such a person . so not worth it ...
okay, looking forward to my CG outing during March Holiday ... hopefully there's one ... hahas! YeeSi ah!! the welfare rep!!! keep asking me to plan ... TSK TSK !!! irresponsible ah !! laugh out loud !! but the school work is sort of driving me crazy !! hahas! next week got 2 tests somemore ... and i've got a feeling there's guitar practice during the March Holidays too ... SAD SAD !!! there are so many indonesian scholars in my class and throughout the whole TJC i realised ... made me feel so stressed out ... Robert still *consoled* me by saying i can show them by beating those indonesian scholars ... TOTALLY CRAZY !! hahas! he keep laughing at my guitar skills !!! cold-blooded guy !! instead of helping me, he's down there laughing at me when i play very slow ... laugh out loud !! and tat Louis oso !! gosh !! guitar is tough !! luckily i've got a good *conductor* ... ELIZABETH !!! altho she's a J1 too, but she's really good ! whatever i dunno, she'll be the first one i turn to ... excluding Louis lahx, coz he seems to be the head of section 2 ...
oh! and i'm the student official for TJC Track and Field Meet 2010 ! WHOO !! the timer for running events ... there's twice when i got exactly the SAME reading as someone ... thats really cool and rare !! got to know a few J2s and realised they are really nice people ... this is the reason why i'm going home at such a late time this whole week ... next week will be the same D: today's the day of releasing the GCE A-Level results !! hope tat TJC's A-Level results are excellent !! if tats the case, monday will be a HALF DAY !!
oh! before i end ... here's a paragraph for you amanda ... must learn to manage your stress oh !! dont be so vulgar le lahx, hahas !! i'm kinda taken aback ... got anything can msg me or ring me de ... laugh out loud !! everything will turn out fine ^^ ... just believe and it will !! hahas!! JiaYou ! HuaiTing ! Gambatei !
okays ... shall do my homework while waiting for my hair to dry ... really tired and sleepy ... good night !!
oH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YULE-SANG !! and ... Jia Min ah ... your birthday is tmr !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO ^^ !! MISS THE BOTH OF YOU SO MUCH !! hahas ... and of course ... ALL OF MY FRIENDS IN CCHMS !!
