I'm JIAHUI .
LIBRA, thats my horoscope .
Currently STILL Sweet16, I INSIST !
turning 17 on 13OCT2010 .
2009 Chung Cheng High Main (CCHMS) Graduated Class .
Email: Jessica_Lee_Jia_Hui@msn.com.
~Pu Hui Kindergarten (1996-1998)
~Eunos Primary School (1999-2005)
~Chung Cheng High Secondary School (Main) (2006-2009)
~Temasek Junior College (2010-????)
Monday, May 24, 2010
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alright, jus a short post here . i jus realised, after reading several of my besties' blog ... the number of EMO posts are building up really fast !! there seems to have a pattern or something . everyone seems to be really unhappy and melancholy nowadays . WHY? WHY? WHY?
Ben, i'm glad you've recovered from your previous emo self manz . eh... at least thats what i felt after reading your blog . keep it up !! hahas!! think on the bright side ! and cya in June !! XD
Amanda and SuYing ... i know you all are troubled with family problems nowadays ... but just try to think on the brighter side alright ?? dont ever think you all are alone . you guys have me here !! jus give me a ring and my time will be all for you dears !! besties forever manz !! dont ever bottle up inside yourself . its horrible i know. cheers ! lets hang on there tgt !! everything's gonna be great !! XD love ya loads !
okay, gotta go mug chemistry again . haix . so not prepared for school later . SIANZ ! and its Mr Wong's last 2nd lesson with us today . sad sad . all our young teen'ny teachers all gone !!
Friday, May 21, 2010
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i should be in school now ... being the game master for PLAY camp 2010 ... but here i am, at home blogging ... SICK :'(! AGAIN! this week is one of the most horrible week of all . so damn busy !! so many things to do with so little time !! fancy me getting sick this week . think it all accumulate thats why i've been sick from monday til now . monday, its jus a slight flu which caused me to sneeze so damn lot until i wished to chop off my nose . thot its the air con of the TA classroom or some other room . but no idea . mummy insist is i ton too much den nv drink enough water blah blah blah ... tuesday, went school still ... coz i've agreed to go for HC investiture . to support Joey and JooHou ! thot it was nothing ... i mean my flu. but it jus got serious on tuesday . it became fever !! made me so damn dizzy and tired . wednesday, finally ... mummy said 'jus absent for one day and take a rest lahx' ... caught in a dilemma . coz there's Mock NAPFA and Madigras rehearsal for Guitar ... and its the last practice with the seniors . but in the end, absent from school ... headache and dizziness made me cant climb out of bed in the morning . decided to sleep in for tat day then !! slept for lik 12/13hours ... longest ever for these few months !! fever subsided and so, start mugging for math test on thursday ! dont wanna disappoint Mr Wong coz this is his last test with us . altho he can be kinda unreasonable at times, but cant deny he really did put in alot effort in teaching us . me and Jess even went for consultation with him on tuesday . so seriously, seriously, we cant disappoint him ! he's very patient when we were consulting him . even though some he taught before during tutorials, he still dont mind repeating it again . gonna miss him loads after he left us (Mr Yee too!) !! miss them loads and loads !! thursday . which is yesterday . the math test was a failure :'( ... haix . felt so demoralised and disappointed . went for Guitar husting too . yesterday's was for Student Instructors (SIs) ... Nadia, HaiShan, Elizabeth, Faiz, Ridwan, HouSheng, Dylan, HanNan, PeiDe, James and ShengHong went for this post ... i think thats all ?? i reached there at 5.30pm coz of the PLAY briefing . saw them all outside pacing up and down made me nervous as well . nadia was so nervous that she immediately come and hug me when i reach there . can really see she's nervous . hahas. the rest of the guys too . keep asking me whats going on inside the room when i went toilet halfway through the husting . all of them look damn serious !! but ShengHong was damn funny ... keep saying weird and funny stuffs . pretty boring as everyone were asked to do the same thing . almost fall slp . but coz of my stupid nose and cough, i cant slp :(! reached home at 9pm ... so stupid !! how i study for chemistry sia !! decided to ton throughout the night ...
okay, today ... think is because i tonned, thats why my flu got serious again . blogging halfway through ... jus received ChiewYee's phone call . she substituted me for today's PLAY camp manz . THANKS CHIEW YEE !! you are SO NICE ~ (jus for this once) *i bet you must be smiling to yourself when u see this, hahas!* she mentioned Chemistry test today was disastrous !! oh manz, i'm so dead on Monday ... Mr Wong gave back the Math Test paper today . she said i got 15marks, out of 30 !!! happy: i passed !! (i thot i cant even pass D:) unhappy: its only a JUST PASS!! so DAMN ! sianz ... shldn't adopt the method of thinking of using my antibodies to fight wif this stupid flu and fever on Wednesday . COZ ... fever come back to me today !!! felt so dizzy this morning that i cant go school again . den now i have to *according to Livia's English* GULP the pills ... laugh out loud !! and to those people out there who thot i pon school !! you all too heartless le !!!!! hahas. 'MEI LIANG XIN DE JIA HUO MEN !!' haix... gotta do loads of things this weekends . HEADACHE !! seriously having a headache now sia !! my mum keep nagging ... 'not enough slp lahx... dont drink enough water lahx... bath late in the night lahx... blah blah blah' oh manz, cant say anything back coz she was spot on :( everything jus accumulate den now i'm sick ... bleh ~!
CHIEW YEE and SU YING !! dont worry bout me lahx . hahas!! those emo times are only for short period of times ... i will get over it very soon ^^! dont i appear cheerful in front of you all ??? wahaha !! thanks huh~ for cheering me up !! love yas, my dear friends !! i'll be there for you all when you guys need me too XD ! i promised !
alright, gotta go chiong homework ... promised ChaiChin and ChiewYee i'll go for the PLAY camp tmr ... if not ltr Chiew Yee must substitute me again . so i must get well today !! and finish at least half of my homework today !! coz ... SUNDAY GOT STUPID GPP AGAIN !! bye ^^!
hahas . okay, looks lik i've recovered slightly from the previous post . all thanks to my besties' encouragements manz !! AMANDA and SUYING !! thanks dears !! life will really be incomplete without you guys !! touched eh ?? hahas !! love ya loads and loads ^^!
this post shld actually be blogging about last sunday (study date with SuYing), yesterday (TJC band concert at Victoria Concert Hall) and today (GPP meeting *which is not worth mentioning* and study date with Jessica) ... hahas! but ... i'm gonna use this post to blog about some other things . but i promise, next post shall be everything about those 3 days and needless to say, PHOTOS ! laugh out loud !!
okay... after 4 months of JC life ... i miss Chung Cheng High so super much !! all the physical and psychological stress are driving me crazy . meet all kinds of people in TJC ... haix . totally have no idea whats causing it, my temper is getting more and more frequently exploded . hmm. think there seems to have some problem with this statement ... but i dont care ! can still rmb, i dont seems to be really pissed off with someone or even flare up in front of someone . to reassure myself, i've asked a few Chung Cheng friends ... and they agreed they've seldom see me flaring my temper . but after entering TJC ... the whole situation seems to have changed . within jus a short 4 months, i often got this very weird feeling which i cant explain ... especially when i'm listening to songs ... i've never got this kinda feeling back in Chung Cheng . weird isn't it ?? and 'emo' is a kinda frequent thing in my life nowadays ... guess everything is getting more and more unhealthy . just as what my msn pm and facebook status state, today i'm seriously very disappointed . some people may know why ... which i'm not gonna elaborate any further here . maybe its just not worth it to treat some people the way i wished they will treat me . coz they will never treat me back the same way . i'll jus be deceiving myself ... making myself look stupid and everything . maybe i should not keep hoping they will turn for the better . coz it is jus a fantasy of mine and it WILL NEVER COME TRUE ... keep telling myself ... "its jus today they are lik tat... the next time will be better." but this statement is just so WRONG ! totally disappointed . thot at least i have her ... despite everyone doing tat ... maybe she'll be on my side, supporting me . but who knows ?? today she jus failed me . 'SORRY' ?? this word is jus not strong enough to eradicate all feelings all of u have caused in me . jus have no idea why some people just must wait til i display my unhappiness and anger all over my face before they really stop it ... before they really think they really did cross the line . before they really do some reflection on their actions . before they really feel apologetic towards me ... guess i shld really change my attitude towards them ... towards everything about tat ... i shall not be the joking, laughing, smiling JiaHui anymore . maybe they just wanna see my reaction ... but seriously, i dont think i can take it everytime ... it just get more and more over and crossing the line each time . anw, one word: disappointment ...
oh manz! shall stop this post!! and thanks, SuYing!! for mentioning me in your post manz !! i shall mention you here too !! thanks for your encouragement yeah !! and ur listening ear ... bestie forever manz !! love you loads ! cya this sat !! yeah !!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
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felt a sudden rush of emotions throughout my whole being . the music i'm listening to now seems to affect me really badly . it seems to bring out my inner agony and sadness ... makes me feel damn emo and no mood to do anything . my heart feels empty all of a sudden . all i can feel is coldness and emptiness . oh manz, whats going on ?? i guess nobody understand this feeling of mine . maybe after my conversation with Chwee Kiat about this particular person, this feeling starts to accumulate slowly . terrible and horrible, seriously . what is attitude ?? in my eyes, attitude holds the utmost importance in a person's character . haix . but some people just feign ignorance about the presence and importance of ATTITUDE . shld these people be forgiven ?? you shld always treat others the way you wan others to treat you back . isn't that the way life shld be ?? some people thot they are very well experienced in life . but do they really understand the meaning of life ?? sometimes jus have this feeling of disappointment in life . sometimes jus cant believe life is being lead by someone in this way . sometimes jus dunno how to cope wif things that are happening in life . perhaps i jus need some encouragement. some quiet time to be alone. a listening ear. a pat on the shoulder saying "well done, girl!". a confidant who understands me even when i never say anything ... but this is just so hard to achieve . haix . again~ this is life . sometimes jus feel that i'm struggling to continue leading on my life .
jus being a little emo here . things will be great, i believe ... in fact, things will be superb ! i seriously hope so ... ... ... ... ...
Saturday, May 8, 2010
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4 months passed in a blink ! next week is the 8th week of Term 2 ... alright, shall spice up this post wif some photos XD !!!
while facebooking, dig out a PURE and FRESH photo of me during class orientation .! laugh out loud !!
next will be some camwhoring session in the toilet !!! hahas !!
my hair !! can u see my cute little guitar badge ?? XD all laughing like crazy !! hahas! Chiew Yee imitating Mr Wong ... Yee Si's funny 'sianz' expression ... accidentally pressed against Chiew Yee's bangs . now one of her eyes is missing ... DO-RE-MI !! tongues out time, girls! hahas!
okay, the end of photos showing ...
talking bout this week ... Monday was a nice day ... holiday-in-lieu for Labour Day !! but as much as i can remember, i was chiong'ing homework and studying Econs test lik siao on this day . SIANZ !!
Tuesday ... oh manz, had diarrhoea and a terrible headache . lucky there's not much things on Tuesday . nth much to worry about except for my PI ... planned to have PI consultation on this day as my PI was horrible ! no choice . absent from school . broke my record for attendance DX !! DAMN SAD !! but THANKS, SIYING !! so kind come all the way to Ubi despite its kinda late and she had to take bus back again just to pass me my PI . DAMN TOUCHED and THANKFUL !! she said Mr Wong immediately guessed (correctly) why i'm absent on this day -.- SO EMBARRASSING can !!! ARGH ! no idea why, i feel i'm lucky for being absent from school for this day . #1. Econs test: din finish studying. #2. Physics tutorial: din finish the latest tutorial (Mr Koh going through) #3. Math tutorial: finished tutorials but heard tat Mr Wong was scary on this day (shouted damn loud and check tutorials one by one) i think tats all ?? hahas !!
Wednesday ... hmm ... went NanYang JC for YOG Placard Holder briefing ... saw Aloysius and Ngai Ying ... laugh out loud !! dunno why the first question i asked when i saw Aloy is "Where is the toilet ??" hahas !! he keep complaining about tat sia . feels so apologetic oso DX !! haix, dunno wats in my mind at tat time . hahas !! okay, after briefing was passport photo taking and costume size measurement . during waiting time all of us were sharing our own ghost stories and experiences . FUN ! hahas !! sorta considered bonding session lahx . coz i dont even know some of them . hahas !! coz of this briefing, no guitar practice !! hahs !! whoo hoo !!
thursday seems to be a rather peaceful day . but ... ... this is the only day i can go home early and yet there's PLAY briefing !!! at 4.40pm somemore . ARGH ! alright, during free time, went for a final PI consultation wif Miss Ng ... she looks tired . SiYing even commented tat her eyebags are bigger den her eyes . haix ! reached home at 8+pm ... after bathing have to chiong PI (final piece) and finish math tutorial 12 and chemical bonding tutorial . chionged PI until the next day's 6.30am . still think that my PI not very good DX ! feel damn sorry for not being able to print out Lee Sin's PI :( . needless to say, no time for math tutorial 12 and chemical bonding ws . so i prayed hard that Mr Wong and Miss Ng wont check our tutorials ...!
alright ... finally ... FRIDAY !!! PI submission ... happy and sad emotions . no idea why . my friday was somehow ruined ... and it was even more ruined by one freakingly asshole person ... attitude me . what the ! go eat shit manz . okay, shall not waste my energy by talking more about him . okay, lucky thing . Mr Wong was in a rather good mood today . didn't check tutorials . coz ... ... I DIDN'T EVEN BRING MY WHOLE MATH FOLDER !!! haven even hand in my tutorial 10 which was due on Tuesday . oh manz, dead meat .! but he keep asking weird questions bout my hair sia . SIANZ . made me wonder was my hair messy or weird thats why he keep asking those few questions . math tutorials always pass quite fast ... so in a split second, lessons was over (math tutorial was the last period) !! chemistry extra lesson ... another lucky thing . Miss Ng didn't check chemical bonding tutorial XD !! laugh out loud !! successfully hide the truth that i didn't do the tutorial . after that ... start worrying bout Guitar camp . started at 4pm . venue was sports complex . SiJie, XiuWen, EnCi and me were late for 5 minutes .. and LiBin was shouting like a mad woman ... i was pissed off . altho sometimes she's quite a nice person . Guitar camp was lik PHYSICAL TRAINING sia !!! dunno how many push ups i did . close to hundred ?? ran around so much during amazing race . keep emphasizing on SENSE OF URGENCY !!! ARGH ! my hair was practically RUINED during all the running !! Chwee Kiat and Long Hei even saw all tat sia ! so embarrassing !! hahas !! at night, after dinner, we were all playing games ... the games were fun XD ! but my messy hair was 'witnessed' by Mr Wong when he was on his way home !! i wont feel anything if he didn't ask me bout my hair today . but sadly, HE DID (undeniable) !! DX i felt damn embarrassed coz my hair was in a terrible state !! hahas !! after camp everyone "smells' the same . laugh out loud !! i cant stand the smell 'lingering' around my body . i can smell my "fragrance" during and after camp . ARGH, no image !! hahs! when everything comes to an end, we felt damn tired and drained . after reaching home, washed my hair; bathed and went straight to bed . din sleep for 1 and a half days ... my eyelids jus automatically shut off . "good one" manz ...
as for today, there's actually Guitar camp too . but i didn't go . left bottom eyelid a bit swollen which kinda obstruct my vision and was feeling damn dizzy (coz of tiredness) ... my mum said i was swaying from left to right when i stand up to get my phone . kinda unconscious about it coz I'M JUST TOO TIRED !!! the next conscious moment was at ... 4pm ! woke up at 4pm after texting Jasline and YunXing ... telling them i'm not going Guitar camp today . felt damn apologetic towards Jasline . coz i promised to bring a 1.5L water bottle for her today DX ... haix ! but EnCi, SiJie and KhaiYing said i was lucky that i never go today . today was WORSE than yesterday . TOTALLY PHYSICAL TRAINING . as what KhaiYing updated me ... they did about 60 push ups ... 50 jumping jacks ... running around TJC track ... human wheelbarrow ... human tunnel (everyone in male version's push-up position and everyone must crawl through) ... and a few more stuffs i think . TOTAL CRAZINESS MANZ !! today's camp started at 7am and ended at 3plus pm ... wow, really feel damn fortunate and lucky that i didn't go today . really really a "PHEW~" . laugh out loud !! alright, gotta go do some homework despite still feeling tired and dizzy ! SAYONARA !! *what a long post! hahas!*
good thing=my left swollen eye recovering kinda well ^^ ... good medicine really works XD .
Sunday, May 2, 2010
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hmm... cant believe i'm blogging now ... its so late and i haven even bathe !! laugh out loud !! jus reached home not long ago after going out wif Amanda ... last minute date since the outing wif SuYing was cancelled in the end . meet at 4plus and reached Airport Terminal 3 at bout... ... 5 ?? mmm... took a short walk around and started finding seats ... foodcourt was packed wif people and so we've decided to check out the seats at Mcdonald ... however, not much difference as well ... went foodcourt for dinner and left to find other seats . finally found one when we were on our way to toilet . hahas !! LUCKY !! chatted for lik about 1 hour ?? felt tat we wasted too much time on chatting ... but since we so long never meet le, its inevitable that we have loads to talk about !! laugh out loud !! this means that ... WE ARE FORGIVEN !! YEAH !! studied until 11pm and we decided to camwhore a little bit . but saddedly, its such a failure !!! so many people were walking in and out of the toilet . kinda pissed me off as we really wanna take some photos since we rarely can meet up ... den saddedly in the end, we nv take any successful photos that we are happy and satisfied with ... reached MRT and took the last train to Tanah Merah MRT station ... took the wrong train and reached Pasir Ris ... we just realised we took the wrong train when we heard "Pasir Ris" on the train . so damn stupid sia, the two of us ... too bad there's no more train towards Joo Koon that side ... ring korkor and asked him come fetch us ... he reached Pasir Ris at about 12.40am and we reached Ubi at about 1plus am ... first time so late den reach home ... lucky papa nv scold me or anything and mama was already in bed ... i was late for GP online group discussion and so i'm asked to do the most challenging part of the project ... damn it !! hahas !! today's outing was cool !! had loads of fun and laughter !! laughed so much on the train when i took so many of Amanda's unglam photos ... when will we have an outing like this again ~ ?? laugh out loud !! AMANDA !! MUST JIO ME HOR !! HAHAS !! really enjoyed myself although its quite a short outing ... ^^
some photos taken:
Proof of hardworking (papers all over the table)
wondering why my expression is lik tat ?? hahas!! someone is walking into the toilet and i feel damn awkward !! hahas!!
oh manz, i look FAT here !!! AMANDA !!!
this is the most candid photo of Amanda taken by the most talented photographer (JiaHui) !!
two hardworking girls of the day ! ohoh! we've got the same pose and same colour top !!
hmm, Friday was a long and busy day for me ... test, lessons, remedial, training (supposedly), guitar practice, mega house function ... so many things packed into one single day !! so damn tired coz the previous night i didn't sleep AT ALL !! stupid PI and physics test ... totally screwed it up !! damn demoralised !! first one kana caught by WongTheenYew for not doing math tutorial . SIAN ~ i was practically stammering when he ask me 'why need to copy?? you never do is it??' when i'm copying down the solutions ... and thanks for ChaiChin's help in helping me answer ... hehez. but luckily he didn't say anything else ... originally Livia, Chiew Yee and me got Google Apps training at 3.30 ... but it was miraculously cancelled (as what Chwee Kiat said) ... so we played a little around in IT lab 4 ... laptops all around manz ... cool ! stupid Livia scared us with her stupid Peter website ... IDIOT ! laugh out loud !! went for Guitar Practice at about 5pm ... they were discussing about Guitar camp next Friday and Saturday ... super sian ... think they are gonna play something 'OH GOSH !" ... hate it sia ... altho i love Guitar ... but i hate camps !!! they released us a bit late ... around 6.45pm and Mega House Function had already started !!! all the Guitarists who are going went together ... carrying our stupid extra guitar there ... feeling damn uncomfortable ...! it reminded me of Orientation Night (O-Night) ... most of the JC2s dress up in costumes ... COOL~ the theme is Circus or Colour Splash ... nice one ~ hahas! we had a promise to each other that we will surely dress up too next year . me and chiew yee gonna wear wigs !! super COOL ! hahas! the hall was filled wif music and screams and everything . jus one word to describe all .. "NOISY !!" cant even hear my voice and we practically have to shout to each other . Yee Si's actions scared me . hahas! she was jumping up and down and looked abit lik doing physiotherapy . she was screaming lik mad too ... its damn hilarious . i laugh until i felt lik peeing ... laugh out loud !! overall its FUN !! the only sad thing is i went home at 9+pm ... :-( i shld have stayed there longer ... haix, no choice ... SiYing wan go home den i have to go home with her ... nevermind ! i shall have loads of fun and craze next year !! shall upload the photos another day ... so damn tired after uploading the photos taken today . hahas !! SAYONARA !!
